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金莎- 笨蛋（feat.林俊杰)

2011-02-03T10:02:00.000-08:00

金莎- 笨蛋（feat.林俊杰)

2011-02-03T10:01:00.000-08:00

2011-02-03T09:54:00.000-08:00

today is second day of new year i feel hurt n sad lo our plan has being spoil by u again u know i super happy yesterday bec i can see u n my mood is high n jus now drop to the hell y god wan treat mi like tt izzit my life cannot have i love de bec my first love u has taken away n now u god wanna take away my love again y u god wan treat mi like tt izzit last time i do alot of wrong now u wanna puish mi can u don take my love away from mi can ma god pls if u wan pls take mi hao ma wo hao tong ku le wo zhen de hen aii ta wo zhen bu yao ta zai yi chi li kai wo le i don know y i love her alot maybe tris call fate n love lo haiz i now my eye de tear will auto jus drop down lo i don konw how wo zhen de aii ni lo we reali need to leave ma we reali need to end ma

2010-11-07T06:07:00.000-08:00

haiz yesterday gt alot thing happen haiz haiz yesterday earli jiu go work lo than haiz don wish to said dear go club i reali not happi lo but wat can i do freedom ma .. so after night time i end work i jiu go ktv wit friend hahaha .... than gt a gal n my friend de gf keep distub make mi veri tu lan lo keep touch touch lo the touch meaning not hand or leg or hair is private part lo so i scold at them lo than i drive ma i tell them by 1 mus reach they said ok after 1230 than ask mi send their gf back lo so i send one hougang one sengkang one pungol one pp lo i speed lo so i reach home around 1310 like tt than i play com n waiting for her cal or sms unttill 4 o`clock lo i go out again 4 the meeting lo ... untill 6am lo than i send friend back than i came come around 7 tired sia today still mus work under hot sun lo haiz anything tonight update again

2010-11-06T08:25:00.000-07:00

haiz nowaday alot thing happen lo even my bday is not a happi thing to mi lo bec i worry abt her lo wat can i do i can`t do anything bec i fcuk usless lo sori dear i know i useless lo but can i do i try to be a gd bf hubbii n daddy le lo ... i reali cannot stand it if u leave mi lo .. haiz after jasmine gone nv have a gal treat mi so gd lo but i everyday don scare sleep bec i scare tis is a dream lo ... but if reali a dream i also cannot said anything le lo ... haiz today morning dear call mi said tt wanna meet but in the end she said so late liao cannot go out lo haiz nvm lo i alwayhs qi dai de thing always easily to be broken lo haiz n also can said i useless it liao my heat has broken untill alot piece even super glue also cannot be fix liao .. n yet sit plus she cal n tell mi tt i totally no mood n suddenly she said her sister wan mi call her n she said veri urgent de lo than i call lo than her sister said nothing to tell mi n i ask her where ur sis n yet her sister tell mi she go out i reali angry lo after i hang her sister call i almost gt accident lo i reali donno wan believe who word lo one is my laopo another one is her sister lo .... haiz than i off my phone for 5 hour n yet she nv call or sms lo n 10 min ago her sister call mi n tell mi tt my dear ask her pass mi something lo so now i don wan anything i onli wan her but can i ma i donno bec we both reali walk alot of hard way lo untill now lo i think tonight also donno sleep le lo jus onli wish she can call mi but i think she tired ba for the past few day lo haiz mi morning eat noodle untill nv eat lo haiz no mood to eat n can i angry ma can i beat the wall ma i reali wanna do but i promise her liao lo i reali donno le i reali donno le lo my heart reali painful reali veri pain haiz reali cannot tahan le haiz later go down stair sit alone lo bec make myself cool down n think wat am i going to do lo n i now no mood write liao wish god bless her n ah di ba

敢不敢这么疼你的女朋友

2010-10-16T23:23:00.000-07:00

1.把fb密码告诉她。 2.银行的密码告诉她。3.冬天允许她把手放到你身体里。4.可以让她随时翻你手机。5.行街时，要拉着她的手，不许放。6.不许先挂她电话。7.不许对她大声说话。8.要给她介绍你所有的朋友。9. 陪她逛街时不能说累。10.把她的的相片放在手机屏幕上。11.不说她傻。12.不说她笨。13.不伤她心。14. 不欺负她。15.不凶她。16.不对她摔东西。17.要会逗她笑。18.会说甜言蜜语。19.要说到做到。20. 有事随叫随到。21.允许她掏你口袋。22.要鼓励她打扮。23.不许说她丑。24.不许说她胖。25.陪她看电视。26.不许嫌她手艺不好（再难吃也要夸好）。27.大节小节都要送礼物给她（不在乎礼物的贵贱）。28.无论她什么时候饿，都要陪她吃饭。29.吵架一定是你先道歉。30.每年去不同的地方（没钱就去不同的公园）。31.发现美女时，不许斜眼。32.她撒娇的时候你要配合。33.要陪她一起疯。34.行街累了，就背她。35.要学会做饭给她吃。36.每天要打电话给她。37.她打电来时一定要接。 38.不叫她做不愿意的事。39.她煮饭时，要陪她一起。40.答应她的事不能讨价还价。 41.有快乐时要和她一起分享。42.有痛苦时要和她一起分担。43.为她，做个大男人。44.不许和前女朋友联系。45.她生病时要监督她吃药。46.为她洗脚。47. 要陪她散步。48.要相信她。49.不许拿她和前女友比较。50.不许骗她。51.不许说她声音难听。52.不许酒后****。53.不可以打她。54.抱她在怀里。55.收到她短信马上回。56.要学会自己检讨。57. 最好不要抽烟、喝酒。58.在她失落时，你要安慰她。59.她哭时，你要把她紧紧地抱着。60.要给她暖被窝。61. 给她梳头发。62.不许说她抹指甲油。 63.她生日时，必须第一个时间给她浪漫和惊喜。64.在你朋友面前给足面子她。65. 散步时要走在她的左侧。67.无论一起多久都要保持新鲜。68.要接受她的过去。69.晚上要抱着她睡。70.在她睡醒时，给她一个吻。71.不能对任何一个人都比她好。72.危险的事不能让她做。73.下雨时，要为她打伞。74.夏天时给她擦汗。75.陪她一起运动。76.行街时要为她拿东西。 77.不给她吃一些对她身体不好的东西。78.记得她的爱好。79.乘车时要抱着她。80.去的时候记得带她。81.她去别的地方时，你要记得随时打电话给她，让她小心。82. 要接她上课下课（上、下班）。83.晚上不要把手机给关了。84.她喜欢什么就给买什么。85.把她照顾好，不让她生病。86. 为她修指甲。87.她在身边时不能接女的电话。89.每天都吻她几次。90.不把别人气发在她身上。 91.上网时，第一时间看她在不在。92.不和别人的女仔有关系。93.不做对不起她的事。94.要给她安全感。95.每隔一段时间就买一束花给她。96.把她的号码放在第一位。97.过马路时一定要把她牵紧。98.她不舒服时要陪在她身边。99.对她要一心一意。100.要让她做最幸福的女人

好想,累的时候抱抱你!

2010-10-16T23:20:00.000-07:00

.很喜欢拥抱，喜欢与心爱的人深情相拥的感觉，什么也不说，什么也不做，就只是静静地拥抱，久久不要分开，似乎只有这样，才能体会与心爱的人真正溶为一体的真实感。在那一刻，相信时间也会为我们停止的……

好想,累的时候抱抱你!　　一直以来都觉得，拥抱，较之亲吻更加真实、温馨，那个可以让你依靠的胸膛一定是很温暖的，肩膀也一定很坚实。不然为什么大家在伤心哭泣的时候，总想找个肩膀来依靠呢，我想，其实更多地是想要一个拥抱吧。拥抱的时候，内心会溢满一种叫甜蜜的情愫，拥抱的感觉是真实和安全的，因为拥抱是有温度的，拥抱是有声音的……

　　拥抱的含义有很多：
　　情侣间的拥抱，是幸福甜蜜的；
　　夫妻间的拥抱，是宽容理解的；
　　朋友间的拥抱，是贴心信任的；
　　吵架后的拥抱，代表妥协与原谅；
　　相逢后的拥抱，代表思念与激动；
　　离别前的拥抱，代表不舍与期待……

　　拥抱，是无声的语言，拥抱，是最简单的接受与认可……
　　拥抱的时候，彼此是被需要的，被别人需要是时候，是一个人最有价值的时候……

　　曾经在篇文章上看到一段话：
　　当一个女人从背后抱着你的时候，请一定别再挪动脚步，而请转过身，紧紧抱着自己的女人。
　　因为，当一个女人愿意从背后深情抱着你的时候，代表着她把自己的身心都交给了你，那拥抱里，有着太多太多的爱……
　　当一个男人从背后拥抱着自己的女人，两人的感觉是温馨和甜蜜的；当一个女人从背后拥抱着自己的男人，女人是无声的祈求，而男人是心的复归和宁静……

　　亲爱的，我曾经说过，好想累的时候你能抱着我，其实，我何尝不想累的时候，你能在身边，无需太多言语，只要一个拥抱，再苦再累都值得……

　　也好想，能够在你累的时候，从身后环住你的腰，把脸轻轻靠在你的后背，静静地，无需语言，用心灵对话，倾听彼此内心的声音……

　　亲爱的，不能守在你的身边，不能在你伤心难过的时候给你安慰；不能在你累的时候给你拥抱；也不能在你喝醉的时候假装很生气的臭骂一顿，然后再把你带回家；更看不到你面对这么多不可能时的无奈与心酸……

　　可是，我是可以体会你的心情的，因为，在你倍受思念痛苦的同时，我和你是一样的，可是我们别无选择亲爱的……

　　可是，亲爱的，你怎么不在我身边，电话再甜美，话语再安慰，也不足以应付不能拥抱你的遥远。

　　拥抱，真得这么遥不可及吗？

　　请相信我，我会用我的双臂，在你看到我的第一眼时拥你入怀。

　　亲爱的，好想好想你，好想好想累的时候能抱抱你……

2010-10-16T23:19:00.000-07:00

1、不要只因为你在这边受了委屈就对电话那边的他大喊大叫

2、不要挂他的电话，无论你多生气。让一个女生最气愤的是莫过于让他找不到自己的男朋友

3、请永远对着他微笑，即使此时你的心情可能也不好。你永远不会了解你的微笑会给他多大的鼓励

4、请在他受伤、失败的时候找一个僻静的地方抱一抱他，把你并不宽阔的肩膀借他靠一下，把你雪白的衣袖借他擦一下鼻涕和眼泪

5、请你认认真真地去爱他，无论你多优秀，多聪明，多漂亮，家境多好，有多少人疼你，你都只有这样一个会傻傻地爱你的他

6、请试着学会他爱的运动。你可以玩得不好，可是至少你可以对他的爱好多些了解，可以在他寂寞时陪他玩上一会儿

7、请时刻保持端庄、可爱，无论他是否看得到。因为你是他的女朋友，无论走到哪里，你都代表着他的尊严的一部分；请为了他，时刻让自己变得更优秀

8、请记得每一个对他重要的日子，即使没有办法及时送上礼物，也要打个电话或者发条短信，让他知道你记得

9、请记得每次出门前带上钱包，偶尔抢着付钱，偶尔请他吃东西。爱情应该是平等的

10、请对他的每一点进步和努力肯定和鼓励，他在落魄的时候最需要你

11、当他偶尔醉酒时好好照顾他，并做醒酒的酸梅汤给他，让他晚上睡舒服，并在床头柜上备好水，醉酒了会喝很多水

12、还有最好让他知道，当有女生向他示好，会稍微吃醋，但不要不可理喻的乱吃飞醋，有别的女生喜欢他证明他优秀

13、在喝酒前500ml牛奶，这样可以让酒精少伤害胃

14、如果他很瘦，就想办法骗他吃有营养的东西，吃饭时碰到肉全让他解决，说自己正减肥。如果他需要减肥，就陪他吃含脂肪少但美味的东西

15、他和朋友出去的时候，不要总是打电话不让他这样不让他那样，那样会让他很不爽，让他玩高兴

16、当他忙的时候，让他好好安心的忙，可以帮他的就帮一些；自己忙的时候，先告诉他，让他该做什么做什么去，别让他等你等的很累

17、不要评论他的亲人的过失，毕竟你选的是他，而不是他的家人

18、不要怀疑他，永远不要

19、请不要对他说谎。如果他真的爱你，他可以原谅你所有的错误，却无法原谅你的谎言

20、爱情是两个人的事情。如果他不值得你爱，那么请放手，给你们两个人追求幸福的机会；如果他值得你爱，那么，请用心去肯定他、爱他、关怀他、等待他，等到他有一天终于变成了盖世英雄，踏着七彩云来娶

一辈子只跟老婆做的事情

2010-10-16T23:06:00.000-07:00

1、买一套大房子给你，为我们的宝宝留一间婴儿房。

2、让你躺在我的腿上静静的看书，然后抚摩你的头发。

3、当你说自己很累不想做饭时，把你抱上床盖上被子，然后亲自给你做我最拿手的方便面！

4、当你不吃饭的时候哄着你吃，再不行就喂你吃。

5、带你去趟马尔代夫，感受静止时空。

6、再和你去趟非洲，让你感觉自己非常的白。

7、把我的牙刷偷偷的和你换一下。

8、每个特殊的日子都要在你心里留下一段特殊的回忆。

9、在洗澡的时候帮你搓背，洗完澡后帮你揉揉脚。

10、在你累的时候帮你揉揉肩。

11、没有理由的亲亲你。

12、你写的东西我一定做第一个读者，并且不管你写的怎样都鼓励你。

13、每年秋天都和你去登山。

14、经常抱着你，背着你，哪怕是在大庭广众之下。

15、每天醒来先看看你熟睡的样子，轻轻吻你一下。

16、经常逗的你想哭又想笑。

17、陪你逛街，和你一起做饭。

18、在街上走的时候不让你离开自己1米，永远不让你走靠马路的那边。

19、过马路是都要牵着你的手。

20、在你特殊时期的时候给你端上我做的红糖荷包蛋，看你把泪水蹭到我胸前。

21、在生活中让着你，你错了也是我的错，吵架后肯定我先道歉，但是在是非方面却要坚持原则。

22、听你叫我傻瓜等一切你想叫我的名字。

23、晚上故意叫醒你，听你庸懒的声音。

24、在你无助时能在你身边帮你。

25、帮你梳头时不弄疼你。

26、在你专心看书时不打搅你。

27、和你抢吃的，把最有营养最好吃的留给你。

28、听你从海边打来的电话，听你踩浪花时的叫声。

29、帮你买菜时顺便买束花给你。

30、在你生病时，守在你身边，给你塞塞被角，摸摸你的额头，把你拥入怀中。

31、钱包里总是有你的照片，或者是全家福。

32、和你一起抚养孩子长大。

33、下班后只要看见家里的灯灭了就一定自己开门，绝不吵醒你。

34、半夜故意把你的被子踢开让你往我被窝里钻。

35、听你的话不抽烟，少喝酒，多吃水果，定时吃饭。

37、打雷的时候对你说"来我抱着你睡"因为我知道你害怕打雷。

38、每天和你一起喝牛奶。

39、我们吵架后，会在客厅睡，让你好好想一想，再等你来给我盖被子。

40、留一点点的胡子，在亲你的时候偷偷的扎你的脸。

41、在你70岁的时候陪你去看夕阳。

42、和你一起看鬼片，安慰你说"别怕，有我呢！"

43、当你趴在阳台的栏杆上时，从你身后揽住你。

44、不许你说谢谢，对不起之类的话，那样会很见外。

45、下雨的时候出现在你面前。

46、没钱的时候会肉麻的说"老婆，给点零用钱吧！"

47、当你和孩子在公园里嬉戏时，坐在一边享受着。

48、认真听你说的每句话。

49、如果我有什么意外，希望你能找个比我对你更好的人。

50、每天都感激上天让我们相遇，相知，相爱......

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2010-08-15T05:08:00.002-07:00

当一个人不爱你，要离开你时，
你要问自己还爱不爱他/她，
如果你也不爱他/她了，
千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开。
如果你还爱他/她，
你应该希望他/她会幸福快乐，
希望他/她跟真正爱的人在一起，
绝不会阻止，
你要是阻止他/她得到幸福，
就说明你已经不爱他/她了，
而如果你已经不爱他/她了，
你又有什么资格指责他/她变心呢！

2010-08-15T05:08:00.001-07:00

小时候，我憧憬自己穿着漂亮的婚纱，幻想自己的婚礼，与最爱的人携手一生。曾经的梦想实现了一半，但，残忍的一场车祸，把我的一切梦摧毁了...

3年前，我们从相识，相知，到相爱。直到他跟我求婚的那个时候，我依然处于甜蜜状态，很感谢上天听到了我的心声，让我这么幸运，这么幸福，找到了非常爱我的他，可以寄托终身的伴侣。

在婚礼的前一个星期的礼拜六晚上，如果不是我撒娇，嚷着他买夜宵给我，就不会出事了！望着时间超过2个小时，我以为他忘记买夜宵给我，于是很生气打回去，结果，没有人接，直到凌晨4点，电话来了，我正发火之余，是他妈妈打来，语气非常沉重，且还哭着说他出车祸了，在医院昏迷着...

挂断电话的那一刻，我傻了，非常的难过，后悔。我冲去医院，在急救室外面不断自责流泪，一直说对不起，直到医生出来了。医生说了令我们很震惊的话，“他没事了，但，他被抛出车外时，严重撞及阴囊，导致爆裂，这... 这恐怕会影响他的性生活了！”我跌坐在椅子上...

当他醒了，我们都不敢把事实告诉他，怕他想不开，但，最后还是被他发现了。他很沮丧，看到我，完全不语。我看了，心真的很痛....

眼看婚礼的日子要到了，他父母除了不知如何是好之外，他仍然保持沉默。我惟有默默的为他抹抹身体，喂他吃饭。婚礼前一天，他突然抓住我的手，“宝贝，取消吧！我不想耽误你的幸福！”“不！爱你，不嫌弃你！当我答应你的求婚那天起，我对你的爱永不变！”当我听到他要取消时，我流着泪抱住他说。“可是，我无法给你幸福，我没有用！就算你愿意嫁给我，我会自责一辈子的！”“是我自责才对！如果当初我不吵你买夜宵给我，现在不就好好了吗？对不起！我决定与你到老！”望着他感动的眼神，他握我的手更紧。

我执意嫁给他，签下名字后，爸妈也支持我的决定，但也担忧我以后要过着无性婚姻。我不怕，就算没有性，只要彼此相爱，一切不是问题。但，我错了！

婚后，老公比以前更沉默寡言，也消沉，一直说自己无能！就算一起睡觉，他会刻意避开我，背对着我睡。我无奈，但没有关系，只要我配合医生辅导他，他一定会走过心理那一关。

每当带他去求医治疗时，他都会不开心。日子久了，他似乎接受了事实，也配合我，一起寻求秘方治疗。我们努力了1年，试过各种各样的偏方，但无见效。他开始心灰意冷了。我不断鼓励他，支持他，他似乎没有反应过。虽然很累，但，谁叫我爱他呢？

永远忘不了，那一天晚上他伤害了我爱他的心...

那天晚上，我下班回家，一到家，眼前的烛光晚餐，令我感动又惊喜。老公说是我们的结婚周年纪念日，他特地为我准备的。老公体贴为我拉开椅子，喂我吃牛排，享受之余，老公不断叫我饮红酒。或许喝多了，我开始半醉了，他带我进房里，并说要给我一份最特别的礼物。

黑暗中，他温柔的亲我，我也非常享受老公的温柔，突然感觉老公好像那方面好了，只知道他如此的猛... 我抱住他的胸膛，很开心老公的病好了，原来他要送我的礼物是这个，老公应该也很开心吧？正当我抬头，要问老公时，我傻了!!!!!!!!!!!!

“你是谁？？？？？？？？”我抱着的男人不是老公，是另一个人！他急忙的跳起来打开门逃走，门外站着我的老公。

我流着泪问老公，为什么会突然跟别个男人，只见老公笑着说：“宝贝，你是不是很久没有那种感觉呢？我刚刚看到你狠开心哦！这是我今晚给你的礼物”

“啪”的一声，我用力打了他一巴掌，很气愤的说：“你伤害了我爱你的心！！就算你性无能，我依然爱你，而你却给我这样如此无耻的礼物！我恨你！”说完，流着泪，边收拾衣服，离开了...

下着雨的当天，我们心平气和的，签下了离婚协议书，我不要求任何东西，他低着头不语。离开的当儿，我呆坐在车里，想着自己真的好傻，好傻，委屈自己，却换来的是他.... 嚎啕大哭了一场后，他传来简讯道歉，我没有回复他。第二天就飞往另一个国家，离开这个伤心地了

2010-08-15T04:22:00.002-07:00

红色的爱情
　　
电影里，红色罗拉，跑过所有的偶然，跑过所有的必然，跑过所有的犹豫的瞬间，
跑过银行的交易钟声，跑过命运之轮的所有号码。
没有考虑，没有但是，没有等一下，没有明天考试，没有下周再议，没有房贷，
没有“股票套牢”，没有“请先取号码牌”，没有年假十四天。
怦怦，怦怦，爱情…………除了心跳什么都不是！

金色爱情

克林姆笔下的金色恋人，奢华又脆弱。
爱情发生时，不可言说的纯粹，也像一道金色的光。
凝结的时间，流动的语言，黑色的雾里，有隐约的光。
在发生与未发生之间，时间凝结了，混沌被凿穿了一个洞，世界成形。
但一切又如此迷蒙，美丽，不可捉摸，无法用既有感知或贫乏的文字描述。
爱情带领我们通向神秘的未知，像一首诗的诞生

紫色的爱情

爱情是所有少女的革命。
爱情来过，这里没有好女孩，而爱情没有罪恶感。
爱情是尖叫，爱情把门用力摔上，爱情是重金属。
爱你爱到死，爱情是世界的尽头。
爱情是马格丽特的大苹果，占满了生命的整个画面。
爱情无法接受其他的可能性，爱情是绝对。
爱情是所有的林黛玉。爱情是被虫子吃掉的花，爱情是MTV里美丽又忧伤的Alicia
Silverson 从悬崖上一跃而下
爱情是一排绝望的草莓，狠狠把自己咬出血来。

绿色的爱情

多年以后，所有被命运操纵的人们，在一个有星星的夜晚，走到窗前。
曾经的泪水，已经结成一片美丽的绿色海洋……
曾经在公车上想象一个画面：
车子在转弯的地方滑出路面
即将冲进太平洋
在落海的这五秒种要干什么？
我要打电话给你 ,听你说“喂”
然后你可以听见海藻的声音，鱼的声音，还有我一生一世的呼喊……

蓝色的爱情

你看到树的颜色，你看见风的颜色，你看见大海，你看见天空。
爱情是你爱上对方的赘肉。如果她是胖的，胖是美。
爱情是你爱上对方的锁骨。如果她是瘦的，瘦是美。
如果他爱上了另一个海洋，你会当她的舵手。
如果他爱上另一片天空，你会帮他飞翔。
因为你爱他，你看见蓝色，终其一生，你总有一种想哭的冲动……

黑色的爱情

黑色，冷漠的颜色。
还爱来爱去？
要爱尽管去爱，反正是捕风捉影。
不爱请别纠结，反正你也不曾获得。
身体是真实。汗是真实。痛是真实。
但爱情的语言充满谬误……

白色的爱情

为何如此多的爱恋是从热烈而富有激情的色彩开始，

结束，却总在那透明的泪滴！！！
白色有的时候不只是纯洁,也是完结……

PS: 在你们爱情观里，那又是什么颜色呢?

2010-08-15T04:22:00.001-07:00

第一条短信；
傻瓜，这是我们分手的第一天，我现在好想你！你记得半夜下班了，不要用冷水洗澡，现在天气很冷的。你要去买个水瓶和电热棒烧开水。你以前总说好麻烦，可是我怕你会生病。，所以你要去买，无论多麻烦，身体重要。你今天有想我吗？我给你打了电话，你没有接。傻瓜，你怎么跟女孩一样那么爱生气啊！很晚了，记得早点睡觉！晚安！

第二条短信；
傻瓜，昨晚梦到你了，我梦见你笑着说，‘老婆对不起，我爱你’你知道吗？我笑着醒了，可是醒来发现是一场梦。傻瓜，你姐姐跟我说了，我知道你不会原谅我了。傻瓜，我又一次为你哭了。你知道的。我说分手都是为了让你在乎我。可是你为什么就不明白呢？你吃饭了吗？记得要好好照顾自己！

第三条短信；
傻瓜，我们三天没有说话了，你再也没有上网了，我天天上网等你的QQ亮起，可是QQ头像再也不亮了，再也不会动了。傻瓜，你还在生我的气吗？为什么我打电话给你，你总不接？傻瓜，我登了你QQ，你的密码和我的备注都没有改。你是不是还爱我？在备注里，你还是写‘老婆’在你空间的日志里还写着我们曾经的故事。上面写着‘咱家的猪婆’傻瓜，天上那颗最亮的星星是我，你看到了吗？我在对你说，‘我想你’

第四条短信；
猪头，这是我们分手的第四天。我有一种冲动想去找你，可是朋友们说我对那边不熟悉会被卖的。我说我只要能见到你，我什么事都不怕！我4天没有听到你声音了，没有收到你任何信息了。我每天都好难受！这样没有你的日子真的不是人过的日子。猪头，你现在过的还好吗？身体还好吗？心情好吗？我知道你这个人闷闷的，心情不好不会跟朋友们说，你这个傻猪，心情不好记得要跟朋友说。

第五条短信；
5天了，5天以来，我都是以泪洗面。今天，我感冒了，鼻子塞着好难受。我以前感冒你都会叫我去看，现在没有你叫我去看，我什么精神都没有了。傻瓜，你要好好照顾自己的身体，你不许生病哦！你生病我会心疼的。你生病我会担心你的。你瘦瘦的，饭要多吃点。还有，天气很冷，你那床要铺的厚厚的。睡觉要穿睡衣，不然对身体不好。我这两天把家里的事处理一下，就会去找你的。你等我！

第六条短信；
傻瓜，我们分手以来，我每天给你发一条短信你都看到了吗？怎么都没有回呢？我的手机从来不敢关机，我要等你发信息给我，我要等你打电话给我，可是怎么等都等不到！傻瓜，我今天看到一对情侣，那个男的背女的走在人行道上。他们好幸福哦！我们什么时候也可以像他们一样呢？是不是很快就可以了？明天我就会去找你了。你要好好的等我。

第七条短信；
我今天坐车去找你了，我家里人不知道，我给他们留言了，叫他们别去找我。我第一次去那么远的地方，心里却没有一点点的害怕。因为我知道我很快就可以见到你了。见到你，你就可以保护我了。我现在在车上，旁边有很多人，只有我一个孤孤单单的，不过我也不怕，以后有你陪着我走人行道，我还要你背着我。但是我好像要减肥，我怕你背不起我。嘿嘿，是你太瘦了。记得要多吃点才可以背的起我。等我！

第八条短信；
我到车站了，你在哪里呢？我过去找你，你回我信息，给我打个电话好吗？我坐了一天的车，这时候我很开心哦！我们很快就可以抱在一起了。你今天要给我好吃的哦，你要好好的补我一次哦！我打电话给你，你怎么不接呢？是不是在上班啊？我等你吧！等你下班了再来车站找我。记得哦！

第九条短信；
我在这等你一个晚上了，这里的晚上好冷啊，我蹲在大街上行人一直看着我。我长这么大第一次知道什么是丑小鸭哦！你是没有看到我的信息吗？为什么没有来找我？为什么把我扔在这里？你不知道我最黑吗？你这个坏蛋是不是想看到我落魄的样子啊？我告诉你哦，我不会落魄的。我要成为世界上最漂亮的女孩子去见你。等你！

第十条短信；
我在这等你两天了，你没有出现。你是不是还生我的气啊？好了，这样吧！我用我所以的钱给你买衣服补偿你哦！你这个坏蛋就是想怎么欺负我。我这么远的来找你了，你还不原谅我哦？我现在在衣服店里，在为你买衣服呢！我知道你最喜欢穿非主流的衣服了。我可怜你哦，我帮你买吧！嘻嘻，你要想着怎么感谢我吧！我还是会回到车站等你。等你。

第十一条短信；女孩最后的一条短信！
你这个坏蛋就是想气我，别跟我玩捉迷藏好吗？现在我好冷，我钱都帮你买衣服了。你快来拿啊，哪怕见我一次好吗？我不叫你背我了，我不任性了。我永远都不会离开你了。今天是我的生日，你来跟我一起过吧！我要跟我最爱的人分享快乐。我现在好累了，头好热，我是不是发烧了？你来好吗？我还在等你呢！傻瓜，我要睡着了。你记得要好好照顾自己，找个女孩，好好的和她在一起，以后不要对你的女孩不理不睬了，女孩子很怕寂寞的，哪怕你再生气都不要不接她的电话，她会着急的。傻瓜，我的生日愿望是‘我好想看到你穿上我为你买的衣服，一定很好看’ 现在不可能了。你的猪婆要睡着了，猪婆很累了。猪婆终于可以好好睡觉了。猪婆要你好好的过下去，猪婆会变天使来保护你的。爱你的猪婆！

当男孩看到所有的短信后就后悔了，心痛了，于是就去找女孩，等他看到女孩后，男孩哭了，苦的非常伤心，那哭声淹没了车站，因为女孩离开他永远的走了……

人总是等到失去了才后悔。。

2010-08-15T04:18:00.002-07:00

女人原本不疯，那年女人22岁，挺年轻的。有人说她长得很一般。女人在那年爱上了一个男人，男人23岁，看上去有点忧郁，很有才华，是许多年轻女孩心中情人的标准。女人恰好和男人在一起上班工作，中午休息的时候，同事们喜欢打牌，女人不爱玩牌，但女人总给男人占着位置，等男人吃完饭以后，女人让位给他。

　　男人从未在意过女人，和女人在一起没有约束，女人是善良体贴的，很少笑，只是和男人在一起的时候才笑。男人并没有在意女人，可女人把男人深深的印在心上。

　　一天晚上，女人约男人散步，婉约羞涩的告诉男人她喜欢他。男人被突如其来的表达震惊，很快婉言拒绝了女人，男人说他爱的女人不爱他，他谁也不爱了，他心已死，现在他不再想谈朋友，要女人不要来找他。

　　女人哭了一夜，上班的时候也流泪，同事莫名其妙地看着她，男人呆呆的坐着。几天下来，女人仍旧不停地哭。男人开始心软，看得出来女人是真爱男人的。终于在一天晚上，男人约女人出来，? 嫠吲耍喝绻唤橐馑狗挪幌鹿ィ敢獬⑹缘亟邮芩Ｅ舜鹩α耍永玫匚⑿ψ牛蛭腥酥沼诮邮芰怂?BR>
　　女人和男人的恋爱很简单。没有出去一起看过电影，没有一起在外边吃过饭，男人对她很漠然。最快乐的时候是男人和女人一起坐在河边的桥下，有一只牛瞪着眼看着他们，女人觉得好笑。男人住在单身宿舍，女人给男人洗衣服。男人病了，女人无微不至地照顾着他。女人过生日的时候，男人忘了，女人说没关系。男人过生日，女人送给男人一条精致的领带。

　　第二年，女人和男人结婚了。家里的事女人打理得井井有条，男人回到家就有可口的饭菜，看完电视后就有热水洗澡，衣服女人也洗得干干净净。男人可以一心扑在事业上，那一年，男人升了部门经理，女人却瘦了很多。

　　第三年，女人有了男人的孩子。女人大着肚子，弯下来洗衣服的时候比较困难，但每天还是坚持着。家里的事依旧由女人操持着。十个月后，女人难产，医生说因为胎位过高，要剖腹产。为了孩子，女人剖腹产下一名女婴，生下的时候七斤。男人的父母想抱孙子，看到生下的是个女孩，就再也没来看过女人。女人的月子没有人照顾，娘家人太远，一个月只能来一次，带些鸡鱼之类的。孩子晚上吵，女人还要给孩子把尿、喂奶。男人不体贴女人，月子里女人还是洗衣服。女人的月子没过好，下腹经常疼痛，医生说落下了病根。

　　孩子很漂亮也很可爱，女人默默地看着孩子长大，心里有一种甜蜜的感觉。男人的漠然虽然让她伤心，可是她还是爱男人。因为他是她的第一个也是最后一个男人。只是偶尔对男人有些抱怨，但过后女人就原谅了男人。也许得到的永远不会珍惜，在那段日子里，男人几乎漠视了女人的存在。

　　女人看着女儿一天天的长大，听女儿第一次叫妈妈，欢喜的告诉男人。女儿第一次走路，女人搀扶着………。就这样，转眼，女儿长到五岁了，女人带着她去公园玩，出租车发生了交通事故，女人当时被撞晕过去了。等女人醒来，满脸是血，她第一念头想起孩子，孩子已是血肉模糊，送到医院，医生告诉她孩子已经死了。女人昏死过去。女人再次醒来的时候，口里喊着孩子的名字，男人伤心地坐在她身边，轻声的安慰着她。女人哭昏过去。

　　等女人再次醒来的时候，嘴里不停地? 杂铮缴蹬朔枇恕?BR>
　　为了照顾女人，男人辞去了工作，找了一份临时的工作，一天只要上几个小时的班，他不在的时候叫邻居代为照顾，女人嘴里依旧喃喃的喊着女儿的名字。抱着枕头笑。看着别人的小孩就追，说那是她的孩子。男人只能把女人锁在家里。女人一会笑，一会哭的，可当她看到孩子照片的时候，女人就开始平静下来，用手轻轻的摸着照片上孩子的脸，微笑着，眼睛里露出慈祥的目光。

　　时间就这么慢慢的过着，女人有的时候半夜里突然叫着要孩子，有的时候又乖得象个孩子似的。整个小区都知道了疯妻，有的人同情，有的人怜悯，还有的人只是看着笑话。男人本来有份很好的前途。可是，疯妻断送了他的一切，他恨面前的女人。男人开始酗烟酗酒，他每每喝得酩酊大醉，他的脾气开始暴躁。

　　女人浅意识的发觉男人的变化。男人吸烟很凶，女人就趁男人不注意的时候把烟藏了起来。男人没看到烟，就喝问女人。女人嘿嘿地傻笑。男人喝道："疯婆娘，你要是不把烟给我找出来，我打死你。"男人作了个恶狠狠地打的动作。女人显然受到惊吓，卷缩在角落里发抖。男人一把揪过女人："你听到了没有，快点找出来！"，女人哆嗦着从床底下把烟拿了出来。男人一把夺过烟，凶道："下次你再藏我的烟，我打死你。"女人看着朝夕相处的男人，眼泪婆挲而下。

　　男人出去的时候，女人还是习惯性地洗衣服，总是把孩子干净的衣服拿出来洗，她觉得孩子的衣服脏了，要洗干净。男人的衣服、女人的衣服还有孩子的衣服挂在外边，她轻轻的摸着孩子的衣服，用鼻子闻着衣服，女人傻笑着。

　　女人病了，医生说她活不了多长。男人抽着烟望着痛苦的妻子……他无助的眼神透露着哀伤。妻子依旧疯着，只是比以前容易累，闹不多时就睡着了，睡下的时候有泪水在脸颊上流淌。为了救疯妻的命，男人卖掉了所有能变卖的东西，最后不得不把房子卖掉，维持女人的生命，延续着女人最后一口气。

　　女人痛苦地看着男人，手指着喉咙说不出话，拼命的喘着气，颤抖的告诉男人她喘不上气来，她很痛苦。女人的哀伤让男人心如刀割，他从来没有可怜过女人，可是今天男人流泪的告诉女人他没有办法。真的，他告诉她能做的他都做了……而女人仿佛知道自己要死了，于是不? 俦然皇欠蚜Φ卮牌嵋膊恢痪醯牧魈省?BR>
　　女人是在第二天凌晨时分去世的，那时候男人睡了。当男人醒过来的时候，女人依偎在男人的怀里死去了，脸上残留着泪水。男人兀自发现床前放了一封信，上面写着：亲爱的丈夫（亲启），落款竟是女人的名字!

　　男人急迫的拆开信，女人清晰的字体印入眼廉。然意识，她流着泪为自己的丈夫写下一些字。

　　亲爱的丈夫：

　　流着泪给你写下这些文字，我知道我快不行了，今夜突然我依稀清醒过来，也许是回光反照，也许是上天怜悯我，给我最后一个机会向你告别。我依然记得我们的孩子，记得她叫妈妈的那一刻，你知道吗？那一刻我竟然流泪。我依稀记得那张血肉模糊的脸，为什么上天对她那么残忍，对我那么残忍。她一定在地下很孤独，没有人照顾，她在等我，我要去陪她，照顾她。

　　亲爱的丈夫，谢谢你给了我一个家，给了我一个孩子，让我完成了一个女人的路程。虽然一直以来你没有说过一句我爱你，可是我是爱你的，自始至终，我都爱着你。我陪着你走过的日子很苦，你没有好好地体贴我，爱护我。我以为我会等到那一天，等到你说爱我的那一天，可是我等不到了。亲爱的丈夫，你是我? 谝桓鲆彩亲詈笠桓瞿腥耍蔽依肟飧鍪澜纾憬晌矣涝兜哪腥恕?BR>
　　亲爱的丈夫，谢谢你为我做的一切，是我拖累了你。对不起，我走了，你好好地照顾自己，记得常换衣服，少抽烟，那对身体不好。我走了，对不起，我没有能够陪你度过最后的时光。

　　　前世今生

　　　你的梦我的梦

　　　上天给我们的梦

　　　这样的梦一生只有一次

　　　我们却一生都不会从梦中惊醒

　　　上天给了一副骸骨

　　　去吧

　　　去寻找你的快乐去吧

　　　推开天界的门

　　　惊恐的，象落叶撒手人寰

　　　天地苍茫

　　　风那么大

　　　哪里有落叶温暖的土壤

　　　雨打在脸上

　　　天边没有一丝光亮

　　　仰望来时的天路

　　　重重雨廉隔开了依稀的天门

　　　去吧，去寻找你的快乐去吧

　　　去吧……

　　　去吧……

　　亲爱的丈夫，我最后在你的脸上轻轻的吻着，那是深情而又长时间的吻。让苦了多年的泪在此刻迸发。我走了，我会在地下好好的照看我们的孩子，你放心。

　　你永远的女人

　　男人哭了，第一次哭得那么的伤心。他把死去的妻子深情的拥入怀中。回想起过去女人的辛酸，回想着女人的好，泪水一滴滴地落在女人苍白而有瘦削的脸颊……

　　男人葬了女人。葬在孩子一起。他长跪在女人的坟前，哭红了双眼，抚摸着妻子的墓碑说："亲爱的老婆，你知道吗？直到今天我才知道我多么的爱你。我爱你，真的，很爱，可是我再也不能尽做一个丈夫的义务了。过去我对你很坏，我现在想起来都觉得惭愧。如今我知道我是多么的冷酷。今生欠你的一切，来世让我报答你，如果下辈子你还记得我。老婆，我爱你。你听到了吗？我爱你啊……"男人的脸贴着女人的墓碑哭泣着。

　　女人再也听不见了。
前世、今生、来世。下辈子如果我还记得你，请让我好好的照顾你，爱你一辈子，好吗

2010-08-15T04:18:00.001-07:00

老公啊，我们什么时候能结婚啊？

“老公啊，我们什么时候能结婚啊？”女人一脸好奇的问，从声音分辨，她是很轻快的询问！他们在一起时间不久，两年而已，相处两年的情侣到处都是，随便就能抓出一大把，而现在的人，能有几个在交往的时候考虑结婚的？

“现在工作上也没什么突破，过两年吧！”男人轻轻柔柔道！

“哦！”没有失落亦没有兴奋，似乎预料中！

“老公啊，那假如有孩子了怎么办？”

“你有了？”男人严肃的握住女人的手，眼神犀利的盯住她！

“你抓痛我了啦！”女人喊了出来，“我是问问而已，有了我会告诉你的！”

“老婆，你记得，以我们现在并不适合要孩子，经济上也许可以不用顾忌但是心理上还无法接受，养育一个孩子不是养育一只小宠物那么简单；如果有了要告诉我，我会陪你去医院的，明白吗？”听了女人的话，男人放下心来，也柔下声音来对女人说着自己的观点！

“ 你放心好了啦，我不会那么不注意的，即便是有了也不会瞒你的，嘿嘿！”女人清爽的声音再度响起！但在心底，女人不知道是否该赞同男人的话，彼此工作其实都不错也算稳定；已经多次思考过，男人只是交往初期提到过结婚，而当彼此交往变得稳定后就没有涉及过婚姻；女人虽然大大咧咧但不是真的傻！其实真不知道他们之间的问题到底出在哪？是不爱吗？虽然感觉不到爱却也没感觉到哪不爱，也许是时间让彼此都沉静了！现在他们住的房子，一半是女人出钱按揭的；她习惯平衡！平日逛街，他也从来没有陪过她，她从来不觉得有什么不舒服，毕竟习惯自娱是最容易快乐的方式，这时候却想到这个动作是否也能衡量他的感情。

“老公啊，今天你陪我逛街好不好？你还从来没陪我上过街呢！”女人撒娇的说。

“忙呢！乖，怎么今天想到要我陪了？”男人漫不经心的问！

“那你要不要嘛？”

“自己去吧，要买什么自己去提款就是！”男人的眼光始终专注在文件上！

“老公，我突然想嫁给你了，怎么办？”清纯美丽的小脸上闪亮的大眼无辜的望着男人；这句话把男人的注意力拉回到她身上。男人望着眼前这个没被现实的残忍划下太多痕迹的女子，隐隐的不耐与无力！

“那张纸对你来说是什么意义？”男人放下手上的工作打算和女人好好的谈一次！

“不知道！想和你结婚跟那张纸有牵连吗？”

“你想结婚不就是想要那张纸吗？”男人牵动了下眉。

“如果你那样想也可以啦，你有没有想过和我结婚？其实也是在问你的未来有没有把我算在内！”依然是轻快的声音。

“从一开始我就是打算和你一直走下去的，你不会不明白。”男人间接的回答。

“你从来没有直接的回答过我的问题耶，不管是怎样的问题都好！”女人把声音放到很嗲；“好了啦，不跟你讨论了，免得气死我自己！嘻嘻，那我自己去逛街啦，不要你陪，哼！”话音一落，她拿起包以轻快的姿态走出房间！

身后的门一关上，原本笑意盈盈的脸瞬间沉下来，换上一脸苍白与哀愁，眸底有着让人捕捉不住的幽晦迷离！迈出脚步，缓缓的走在人潮拥挤的路上，脑子里一片空白却也塞满了思绪，一直都以为自己是很快就能过渡伤害放大欢乐的开心着，这次用尽了力气，却做不到；泪水直流！有的时候不甘愿输给命运却不得不屈服于宿命！快乐的妖精这会，不快乐！哭够了，收起眼泪扬起笑脸，冲到步行街给心爱的他选了十套西服十件衬衣十条领带十个胸针十双袜子十双鞋子，信用卡几乎被刷暴，但是她笑得看不到眼！这时候的她，又是一个精灵，能感染人的精灵！

东西太多扛不了，只好打车回去！得意洋洋的向他炫耀自己的战绩，他看到那么多的衣服，嘴角边隐隐的抽搐，看着身旁这个做事向来一鸣惊人的她不知做何反应！

“老公啊，这些都我挑的，不错吧？”看着自己挑的西服她自我陶醉，对自己的眼光她向来自信！

“老公啊，这些衣服记得已经慢慢穿哦，今天看到好看的心血来潮就帮你买了！哼，你要敢说一个不喜欢的字眼，我就让你吃不了兜着走，听到没？”插着腰威胁，故意板起那张娇滴滴的脸！

“好！我不说不喜欢，但是你买这么干什么？你怎么总是那么浪费！”男人语带指责。

“哎呀啦，老公，反正都已经买了你骂我也没用啊！你就多疼我一点也喜欢上这些衣服吧，好不好嘛？”撒娇的摇着他的手，一脸的委屈状！他回她一个无奈的眼神，揉揉她的头发；

“好好好！你呀，以后记得别这样了听到没？否则就算你撒娇我一样不饶哦！”

“恩恩恩恩！”拼命的摇晃着脑袋！

“ 嘿嘿．．．嬉嬉．．．”女人一直在咧着嘴傻笑个不停，男人见状亦拉开嘴笑了出来，他的女人太可爱了，和个孩子一样无忧，也有成熟女人的知性；有“妻”如她，还有什么不满足？他在心里也在琢磨着见家长的事，一直都不再提起结婚的事只是想给她一个惊喜，当初在一起的时候，他就下定决心娶她！

“老公啊，我这个月回家去陪我妈妈好不好？毕业到现在我都没有在家好好呆过呢，妈妈好想我了，我怕弟弟娶到的老婆欺负我妈，我要回去好好‘教育’弟弟去！”晚上的时候她楼着他，手在他身上挠着痒痒，他边逃开他的魔爪，边取笑：“你终于有良心记起妈妈啦？”

“嬉嬉，人家我可是乖乖女咧！老公，我买了明天中午的机票，这段时间你可要好好照顾自己哦！”

“原来你是有计谋的啊，我说你怎么忽然对我那么好！”男人假装凶神恶煞！

“哈哈，你装的都不像了啦！讨厌～。。。”

笑声溢满整个世界！

半个月过去，男人耐不住没有女人在身边的空寂，思念她的调皮，想念她的体温；拨通她电话，男人细声细语的磨女人赶快买票回来！电话里她清爽如银铃般的笑声回荡在整个脑海里令他眼圈犯红！

“老婆，你回来好不好？我们结婚吧！”

电话另一头刹那静如死寂！“你，不是不想娶我的吗？”沉默过后，女人轻轻的问！

“我不是不想，我是想在适当的时候给你一个惊喜，只是还是熬不过思念先说了！”男人解释着！

“嬉嬉，好啊，你等我回去好不好？”女人恢复精灵样！似乎得到了全世界一样！

继续半个月过去了，男人见女人迟迟不归，再次拨通电话；这回电话响了好久才被接起，却是女人的弟弟接的，男人询问他女人怎么还没回来，弟弟说她那里还需要处理点事，还没那么快能走开，告知很快就回，请他别挂心！

再半个月后，男人接到来自女人弟弟的电话，电话里，弟弟让他马上过他们家去，说女人有事！男人吓到了，定好机票如箭般飞奔机场！

到了x市，女人的弟弟接机，弟弟一眼就认出男人，一路沉默的把男人领到医院；不祥的预感笼罩着男人，病房门开，女人瘦弱苍白的脸震撼住男人，心猛的被狠狠的揪了一把，绞痛难耐！拖着软无力的腿，迈到紧闭双眼的女人身边，用手，轻轻的抚着那熟悉的脸颊，一下一下的抚摸着！

“姐姐胃癌晚期，拖了两个月了！”弟弟在一旁轻轻说着，女人的父母眼圈瞬间又泛红！

这个意外，真的太意外了，意外到连怎么回事都弄不清楚，意外到他感觉自己是在云端！胃癌，原来女人总是说没胃口总是不吃东西，说减肥是女人的终身事业，这一切都是借口，他责怪自己怎么就没用心去观察过；怪自己那么大意让女人独自撑着这最难熬的日子！

女人去天堂后的半个月！从女人住的那个城市寄来一封信，男人看着熟悉的字体，浑身颤抖：

亲爱的老公：

一定在想我了，是吗？一定是的，我在天堂都感觉到了呢！

老公啊，你说想和我结婚，真的好感动哦！原本以为你只是想和我在一起并

没有和我共度一生的想法！老公，谢谢你的爱！

和你在一起啊，真的是世上最幸福的事呢！每天早上醒来你都会喊手麻

，嬉嬉，知道吗？老公，这是最最感动最最记忆犹新的片刻，在家的这些日

子我都睡不着，没有你的手臂当枕头没有你的怀抱当港湾；但是我不后悔，

我不愿意你看到我被病魔折磨的不成人形的样子，我相信换你你也不会让我

看到自己痛苦的一面！老公，原谅我，以后只能在天上笑给你听了！老公啊，

一年前，我是多么希望时间能够定格，多么想永远永远都把你铭记于心底，

但是发现怎么看你都看不够，我不知道要怎么做才能让心里舒服点，我知道

你爱听我笑的声音，其实我自己也好喜欢自己的笑呢，所以就天天笑，让你

永远都记得我，是不是好自私？我怕我走了之后你把我的一切都尘封进一个

连碰都不会去触碰的角落里，我好怕，怕在那里我会冷，所以就用爱让你对

我刻骨铭心！我把每天当成最后一天来过，所以，够了，今生有你，够了！

上次帮你买的衣服袜子鞋子，你每年在我离开的那天穿上一套去看我好

不好？十套，那就是十年，十年里，你只能用十天的时间想我，在特定的那

天里，你才可以想起我也不准不想我，你知道我喜欢紫色玫瑰花，记得去找

到哦，我对我老公可是很有信心的呢！记得，一年就是那一天能穿，别的时

候不要去碰那些服装，如果你忘记了，那么在你老之后看到那些衣服，也许

能想起我的这个要求呢！嬉嬉，以后你娶老婆了，记得在那天的时候带来给

我看，但是不要告诉她我是谁，是女人都会介意的，就说．．．呃．．．就

说我是你的青梅竹马好不好？我好羡慕那些青梅竹马长大的人哦！以后你娶

老婆了，那她就是“咱老婆”，你要对咱老婆好哦，就像对我这样，因为我

在天上看着呢；虽然我会哭会吃醋，但是我更不舍得女孩子伤心；你下辈子

欠我一生，好不好？下辈子我会是一个好健康好健康的宝宝呢，到时候我会

用力用力的缠你一辈子，直到老去！

老公，我不想告诉你我爱你这个事实了，怕你哭！我只看过你哭一次，

那次我任性和你提分手；但是现在的你一定也是在哭，对吗？不只是眼睛哭，

心也在流着泪！老公啊，不要让心停格在那凄楚哀怆的瞬间，笑着面对人生，

帮我笑完今生，好吗？

从现在开始，不要悲哀不要消沉；想我只要用十年里的十天；十年后把

我从生命里彻底清除，我自私，但是我怕我的自私让你恨我；所以我就赖你

十年，就十年好不好？十年，我们就真的忘记彼此，期待来生！

已经在履行约定的傻孩子

泪滴湿了信纸，男人痛哭失声！天渐渐的暗了，黑了，窗外灯光斜射了进来，男人整理好情绪；“老婆，我记得你十年，想你用十天，来生还你一辈子！”轻轻的，对着天际呢喃

2010-08-11T06:47:00.000-07:00

haiz sad n worry lo bec laopo sick untill veri jialet lo i now super worry lo haiz haiz the whole storie is yesterday i wake up at 8 plus than i sms said morning n all stuff lo n i wait untill 12 plus than i receive a msg from her phone lo n is her sister send for her said tt she sick untill so jia let than i from the afternoon untill now nv eat lo than i keep reply n ask her tc of her sis lo haiz i don know how i veri worry abt her unill i going faint lo n some my friend ask mi to go eat bec if touch wood i faint or sick she will feel sad de lo n the sick won`t recover fast lo haiz but reali no mood to eat ma is not i don wan eat lo but jus now i sms her n she replly said that who r u than i scare the parent know lo so i send again said i send wrong lo haiz i worry abt her lo haiz sad lo

Dear i miss u badly i love u alot alot

2010-08-07T10:16:00.000-07:00

hahaha i am back bec past few week i busi n my com is spoil lo n alot thing happen lo haiz ... i love my laopo n i don wan her to cry or sad lo ... bec of her fucking cb ex lo keep make her cry lo .... haiz last few day laopo angry wit laogong lo haiz i feel verfi heart pain lo n veri sad lo ...i know sometime i veri selffish dde lo haiz but i reali loveu de lo dear ...jus like today afternoon i call baby n she pick up n we tok awhile yet she thing abt the ex lo

2010-07-23T18:31:00.000-07:00

haiz i now don know how i going to contiune my life lei reali tired n stress lo .... jus like yesterday donno wat happen to dear lo .... since 3 pm no new untill 11 plus lo nan dao she don know a bf at home worri abt her ma n monday is our annvery lo haiz nvm lo haiz sad lo i everyday slep veri less lo bec i worri abt her fucking ex lo scare he find her lo haiz no mood lo

2010-07-07T03:16:00.000-07:00

haiz yesterday a mother fucker go disturb my dear curse her kena accident n now i need cash i need cash lo find job than always ask mi go back wait for phone lo .... than today sell phone also cannot bec my phone damn jialet lo haiz fuck sia ...... no mood le

2010-07-05T22:59:00.000-07:00

haiz am i so useless ma haiz keep interview still not job lo ... n yet everyone giving mi stress lo they donno how i feel lo everyone thought i don wan work lo haiz ... than plan two ago wit dear tt tis sunday meet than she jus sms mi tt she gt to do project tis sunday haiz i so " Qi Dai " our dating but now is "shi wang" lo haiz i don know how lo i need her beside mi lo i going mad soon bec everyone give mi stress lo i reali cannot stand it liao haiz wo zhen hen lei le .... everyone give mi stress onli my laopo nv give lo wo zhen de yao xie xie ta .... haiz but nth i promise myself something can write here something i keep in my heart untill the day i gone will nv said it lo hhehehe haiz ............. jus like yesterday night i gt beaten by two friend bec hey ask mi go drink n i tell dear ... dear said can u don go bec gt gal go n she said she will jealous lo so 7 pm we hang call ll n i call them n said bro i don go le be laopo don let n than they hang my call lo around 8 plus i going down throw thing before i go they call n said they at my house downstair lo so i throw thing than i meet them in the end kena beat by them and i said i we not brother of friend anymore ..... n go home time i don know laopo sister use her phone lo than i keep on call her lo n msg her lo untill 10 plus going 11 than she pick up call n she is angry wit mi lo haiz than wat can i do tok awhile her totally low batt so wat can i do ..... i cannot do anything lo i onli wan she beside mi when i moodyswing she can beside mi when i down she can "guan xin" mi tt all i wan onli n can see her everyday tt is all i wan is so simple but i can lo i reali don know how lo .... n now we keep sms n she said gt one group of boi from poly going to do project or wit them i now damn fucking jealous lo nan dao she can sendtive i can`t ma i wish i can be rich so i can do alot thing n my plan for her but now i am fcuking useless k haiz i don know how zhen de lo .... now 3.24pm i feel so sad n my mood suddenly from gd turn to down le i everyday countdown lo now suddenlyh eart veri veri pain jus like use a knife to poke in lo zhen de hao tong .. i still gt alot of thing to said but i no mood lo but i half think half write lo .... haiz wo zhen de hao xiang ni laopo i don wan other gal i don need other gal i onli need u lo haiz i wish later or tml she can tell mi tt the project or wat can do other day i sure veri happi n she tell meet mi on sunday lo but think nia lo donno can come true ma ... wish is true lo if reali true i will be as guai as i can lo haiz i don know i am like tt lo easily sensetive n easily jealous lo haiz maybe my laopo damn chio n beauti lo so i scare lo haiz aiya i don wan type le if anything tonight than update again lo haiz

2010-07-04T19:48:00.000-07:00

wow so long nv update now mus hao hao de update hahaha mi nowaday still veri fine lo hehehe gt a gd laopo keep on pei mi love mi care mi concern mi when i sad she will make mi happi when i angry she will make mi cool down when i lonely she will be wit n tok to mi so i won`t be lonely ..... but sometime i reali stupid making her angry stupid sia .... i now can onlie said i can`t lose her lo if touch wood if i lose her maybe i will leave singapore n don wan come back le lo .... but this thing won`t happen lo hahaha i gt 100% of her lo hehehe honestly said i no more heart le bec my heart now is belong to her le lo hehehe ....now i wish everyday can see her lo but she schooling lo haiz laopo wo hao xiang ni lo haiz ..... now i update i still missing her lo ..... haiz my feeling sad yesterday becc i sell my mp3 plus psp lo ... but worth it bec help laopo settle her problem first for mi problem i will throw a side first lo hahaha sweet rite i know sia ..... i wish i can pei my laopo wit my whole life lo wo zhen de hen aii ta .... she now at school lo ... cannot keep msg her bec she on lesson somemore tis whole week she gt exam lo wish her gd luck lo laopo jia you jia you i will help her pray hard hahaha .... i wish her ex don let mi know who izzit bec i sure diao him de lo bec when she stead wit him she keep kena bully by him n hurt her so i now mus show more love n care to her ..... i now gt alot of plan wanna to do her but no cash how to do sia haiz y am i so useless lo .... y god wan mi like tt ar can`t u alll help ma god let mi wit my laopo have a happiness .... wo zhi yao wo de bao bei laopo happi n smile always k gtg le gt time than update bbye ya miss her veri much

2010-06-26T02:56:00.001-07:00

wow i today veri happi bec she finally accept mi le lo muack love u laopo

2010-05-04T18:34:00.000-07:00

>i am back ...yesterday qurrel wit her i suddenly feel tt my heart is painful n she tok the way like wan to breaqk up .... haiz .... i don know wat to do lo but she said one thing is we tis few day don conact but after tis few day nv conact sure break de lo haiz yesterday after we tok around 12 plus i go drink untill 4 plus than gt fight wit other lo ny hand kena cut lo haiz jus don wan let know i think from now onward i will keep all the thing into my heart won`t said it out

2009-10-25T07:30:00.000-07:00

wow yeaterday veri sad n happi ..... sad bec nealy break up lo luck she nv bec she know tt i love her too muc liao happi s we chat untill veri late lo hehehe n we said alot of thing out lo ... than after she when sleep than i go youtube to watch some car video untill 4 plus than i fall a sleep untill morning than after hand over duty i go buy some dao hua to grabdmother house than i at there smoke than do nothing untill 11 plus go cut hair lo but nearly cut untill botak lo hahaha than after cut hair i when back to grandmother house to bath n after i bath i go grandmother room to watch tv than fall slepp fom 12 or 1 slep all the way untill 4plus going 5 lo but she nv msg mi lo haiz but i wish i finidh blog she msg mi or she call mi lo bec i am worri lo i wan tell her is i love u babii muack miss u badly haiz next sunday bday don know wat to do lo i don blog le bb

2009-10-23T21:19:00.000-07:00

haiz last few abit busy so no time come up date lo haiz said abt thursday first on thursday morning i will busy untill like dog like tt lo than afternoon untill night i all the way moody n sad n emo lo than no smile no tok n no joke lo than untill night time around 7 plus to 8 she call mi wow i so happi lo than we chat awhile she said she call the friend lo than my mood jus like from high floor drop down to basement lo haiz wat can i do i wan give her more freedom liao lo after tt around 10 plus she call again lo than we tok on phone untill 1 plus to 2 like tt than she said she tired wan go sleep than i let her go oink oink lo .... than i alone play game untill 3-4 plus than sleep than 5 am i wake up to do my duty stuff lo haiz siianz sia .... than now i said abt yesterday de lo in the 5 plus going to 6 i suddenly fever cough untill jia lat lo than i take my tempater ( i think like tt spell de ba ) than i find is 38.9 but nv go see doctor lo i thought nothing happen lo than jus feel veri sleeply lo but mus tahan lo bec i gt alot work to do ma than sit beside mi de stupid DXo keep off mi de air con lo make mi untill veri tulan haiz mi life veri siianz lo than reach i bath le than eat abit think than jiu full le lo than sit down on the sofa watch tv wit my family i suddenly fall sleep lo than my mum ask mi go back room n sleep lo .... when i go back room rest awhile lo than she call mi to tok awhile than i ask her eaten le ma n she said she half tok half eating than i said ok lo than she said she go eat finish her dinner than call back lo but i saw her msn le than start tok to untill 12 than she said she wan go oink oink than i LL lei her go haiz than i go find my friend untill 5 plus than go home bath le than came to camp lo than morning untill do nothing than keep see the sad sad type mv n post to facebook lo n i said one is veri touching de lo i will put below k i will share all who visit my blogs de haiz life sianz n suck wish can go find my ah gong n great grandmother ... bb lo she tonight gt time to update ma lo

the link at here kk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8jht0kEMun0

2009-10-20T05:51:00.000-07:00

hai i almost two day onli sleep half n hour to one hour lo ... hais don know y lo i think i missing her n worri abt her lo ba but i don know is i gt do anything wrong ma but she don wan tell mi anythng abt it n she suddenly don call don sms mi i also don know wat happen to her lo .... haiz i don know wat happen i wish we can become last time so lovely lo ... haiz i from morning fever unill 38.+ but i nv go see doctor n i als nv eat medicine lo ... haiz but i veri xin ku lo ... but wat can i do no ppl care also lo .... n my body feel veri weak n keep on cough untill chest pain sia n flu n keep vomit n my head is veri pain lo but not pain as my heart lo .... am today i also most fight wit my friend but i think her n she keep ask mi to relax don fight than i jus cool down myself le lo haiz i listen too her than y she cannot listen to mi lei n yet call so many time n msg her many time none is reply de lo haiz veri worri abt her lo if i don care abt she will said i don care haiz hao ren nan zuo ... hao de nam peng you ken nam haiz i jus wish she don leave mi can liao lo ..... jus now i go beat the wall untill now my hand gt abit blood abit swollen abit pain abit numb now i only worri is her no other thing lo i going forest again lo don know how sia i wish i die in the forest no ppl know where i die bec my life is tireing ... now she online last i know she is fine she at home how i wish she reali can tell mi wat happen to i onli eat my breakfast untill now sia haiz siianz now gt nose blood i think i beta stop her if not later no blood liao

2009-10-19T08:46:00.000-07:00

nobody know y i so moody ,nobody know y i so emo, nobody know y i so unhappy today n nobody know y i how i feel bec no u i don know how wish u saw tis but if u wan left i will let u go bec i don wan u to be sad or wat i onli wan myself heart bleeding n is no one will know it , onli i know how i feel i will be quite n lonely n won`t not toking anymore no more devin here he will be somewhere else n the place wish u saw tis but if u wan left i will let u go bec i don wan u to be sad or wat i onli wan myself heart bleeding n is no one will know it is far n it is hurt from mi all my smile my joker my happy n no more colourful jus will be black n white lo nothing will make mi happi n smile n all won`t be back to last time .................. today my mood is moody n emo no laugh no smile n no tok lo than i keep thinking of the n i almost kena accdient lo but lucky like gt pull mi back lo if not i wont write tis blogs haiz i don know wat she think abt gt thing don wan tell n she don know how i feel when she don wan tell mi wat happen to her lo my is like kena a knife go in my heart like tt lo haiz i wish i can everlasting wit her lo ... i don wan she leave mi... i wish she will tell mi asap lo .. haiz maybe next two day need go to frost lo haiz siianz lo maybe cannot tok to her or sms wit her i wish is everyday go there than come back lo if not i scare she will leave mi haiz don know how gt any god around pls help mi if god is around i wish my life can change wit her my health change wit her bec of her i can do anything lo if god wan mi die n change her life i will go n die n let her go beta life bec i love her i don wan she gt suffred lo i wan she always smile n laugh bec she can have a good good future lo /// if god around pls pls help her can if wan my life u can take it jus don bring her go k pls haiz since always my leg keep gt problem keep vomit blood after drinking y god don u bring mi back haiz don know how to tell her tt i vomit blood after drinking haiz she sure said sia but jus donwan she sad haiz today duty is a wrong thing haiz haiz sad sia .... i from morning headach untill now sia n i also can`t sleep lo bec thinking off her lo haiz wat can i do i cannot force to tok to mi on phone but i know she tired lo haiz i don wan any bday present le i jus wan her sick can recover lo

2009-04-07T06:06:00.000-07:00

Wow Wow so long nv update le hehe bec now a day i veri tired in camp do fucking alot thing lo hahah a ... haiz we break so long le i think going one year le ba but my feeling still gt her lo don y i think she also don have feeling for mi le ba haiz i wish the time can go back to the past lo so i don need think to much liao lo n if i know i tt time kena accident should not bec alife lo haix now in camp do nothing lo don know how lo haiz i wish after my tis year bday i can die lo hehehe bec i don need anything liao tc bb .................

2008-12-25T05:15:00.000-08:00

hii i am back wow tis few day veri tired sia on the tuesday i go celebate my camp than go clebate lo n drink alot wit my friend n untill the 122 lo than we take mrt lo hahaha after i reach bedok than take cab lo bec no more bus liao haha than today morning help my mum work tired i think i end here first l tc m merry xmas enjoy

2008-12-21T05:25:00.000-08:00

hii iam back wow so long nv come update liao hahah wow think still gt two to three week going new year liao veri fast ar hahaha wow nowaday alot think happen sia but i don wan said out i jus keep in mus heart don let anyone knowit haiz i still love her but don wish to tell her lo bec she now gt bf n better than mi lo so i think i mus let go liao lo hahaha nowaday keep coming alot of check up lo siian sia kmi at Ns so long liao but still gt a long way to go hahaha but nvm jus don go n think jiu can liao haha after ORD mi will rest first than go work liao n after work maybe get marry liao hahaha but i don know tml maybe i still alife or i die liao touch wood if i die i think sure gt alot ppl cry wan lo hahaha hao la tml than update today abit tired lo hahah

2008-10-30T05:33:00.000-07:00

mi finally free liao lo can come update liao hahaha nowaday veri tired n siianz lo haiz also gt alot of thing happen to mi lo i jus don wish to said lo haiz siianz two more day my bday liao wow shuang liao .lo can play untill siao liao lo hahah siianz tml mus wake up earli i think i gtg liao bb will update aty monday or tuesday night

2008-08-16T03:07:00.000-07:00

mi come back le wor mi now a day veri tired l o work make mi untill veri tired lo haiz my eye jus like panda le lo wor now single lo beside jus like no more ppl care le jus like i wan to do watever i wan also can lo i don know how lo noaday i sleep time i wil think n dream of her i think i going to be emo soon lo be last tuesday i go book the chalet le haha happi sia is after tt my birthday i don know how le lo i now my head damn pain lo ....... i know wish gt a gf wish can everlast lo i also wish sweet to mi n sa jio or wat lohaiz i don i can find it lo gtg going sleep le

2008-08-07T04:35:00.000-07:00

haiz today i damn tired lo when after lunch i take a nap n i dream abt jasmine lo haiz she leave mi veri longl e lo i can`t forget abt her lo haiz sad sad tml still gt alot alot thing to do lo maybe i going to sleep le bb

2008-08-01T06:14:00.000-07:00

wow i finally free le i almost everyday do my stuff untill veri late lo n sometime veri tired lo than last few day jaslyn suddenly call mi but i sleep le than next few day i sms ask her but she nv reply mi lo than at night call her than she tell mi she dream lo than we chat almost 1 + ba lo haha i veri happi lo haiz n i don know y i feel my left leg the knee cap the bone like broke liao lo i don know how lo i reali no mood like lo i reali give up everything lo bec i fail the op mean my life is end liao if i reali fail i will not conact anyone even u lo n i will not going msn lo n everything lo i don said le i wan go rest or go play psp liao lala bb see ya

我清楚自己要什麼

2008-07-27T05:20:00.000-07:00

我清楚自己要什麼
築一個夢透過窗口那是我心專屬地方絕對私有我的感動

分分秒秒音樂是所有開始黑黑白白是非都無法打擾過去式
聽得到心卻在未來跑我的夢不只年少還有驕傲

分分秒秒音樂是所有開始不管多遠累了唱著歌就好相信是驚歎號再累我都會笑我知道有一天夢一定找到

築一個夢在我心中密碼專屬只有我懂一路走來從沒變過
分分秒秒音樂是所有開始黑黑白白是非都無法打擾過去式

聽得到心卻在未來跑我的夢不只年少還有驕傲
分分秒秒音樂是所有開始不管多遠累了唱著歌就好相信是

驚歎號再累我都會笑我知道有一天夢一定找到
分分秒秒音樂是所有開始黑黑白白是非都無法打擾過去式

聽得到心卻在未來跑我的夢不只年少還有驕傲
分分秒秒音樂是所有開始不管多遠累了唱著歌就好相信是

驚歎號再累我都會笑我知道有一天夢一定找到
心專屬地方堅持不放掉不管多麼累就不會計較我始終知道

音樂是記號專屬的密碼他一定會就好

心目中的100分

2008-07-27T05:18:00.000-07:00

我對妳1見鐘情　決無2心　想照顧妳3生3世　因為我偷偷上妳的網站4次　妳那迷人的五官　總讓我六神無主　一顆心七上八下　九九不能平息　如果我的滿分是10分　妳一定不止11分　起碼也該有12分　只可惜我討厭13這個數字　不然妳一定有14分　如果再加上妳的聰明那又不止15分　16分妳一定還嫌少　所以我給了妳17分　我今年18歲　再過幾天就19歲　也就是我還未滿20歲　今年大概會二一唄　所以得交22萬的學費　其實我的智商是阿甘的23倍　只是我24小時都在睡　我猜妳今年未滿25歲　26我也無所謂　27跟我還是很配　28也不過才大我10歲　29的女人據說最美30　我會考慮考慮唄　31我應該沒這麼衰　32我會開始反胃　33我寧願自己一個人睡　34敢釣我18歲??　我娘也才35歲~~　但我還是想送妳36朵玫瑰　但摸摸口袋我只剩37塊　戶頭也只剩38元　因為跟女友分手在39天前　手機每天得打40塊美元　永遠記得41天前　寫下42句愛她的誓言　還有43種我想的永遠　卻只換來44cc真情的眼淚　加上45夜輾轉難眠　老實說我打了46句廢言　其實妳該從47句開始看　但是妳都看到了第48句　只寫49又覺得怪怪的　那就哈啦到50湊個整數吧.....第51句我要說聲我想妳　第52句我要說聲我愛妳　但第53句我暫時還沒想到所以直接眺過54句...來到55句...　這時我想起56分前的妳　不知道妳有沒有想起57分鐘後的我　我在這想了58分鐘又59秒　我總共找到60種想妳的念頭　61個愛妳的理由　62句適合我倆的情話　還有63段電影浪漫的邂逅　雖然我也找到妳64個小缺點　但幸好我也找到妳65個優點　尤其是妳的腰只有66cm　這會讓我沉迷67年　與其我愛妳說68遍　還不如我愛妳寫滿69頁　反正我們還有70年　這份工作麻煩讓我拖個71個月　妳的愛慕者一定不止72位　因為我是那第73位　但我要定下妳74年　反正我會付時薪75元　就算要追妳追76個月只　要妳能陪我過77情人節　花掉我78萬我也心甘情願　看完我寫下的79句真心話　我猜80%你會願意當我的女朋友　因為妳發現了我81處迷人的地方　還有82個妳無法拒絕我牽妳的手　就算你有83個逃避的藉口　我也會有84種留妳的理由　好啦我加薪加到85　麻煩你陪我到86歲　就算妳皺紋是以前的87倍　我愛妳還是願對妳說88遍　我們已經錯過民國89年　90年也只剩不到幾天　91年妳還好意思不讓我在你身邊　對妳訴說我對妳那92句不變的依戀　我摘不下93萬光年外的北極星　但我願買下94隻妳愛的胡椒貓　陪妳去看95遍流星雨　也許我不能活到96歲　不能陪著妳97年　但同樣的一件事我會做98遍.....　在妳生日那天送上99朵紫玫瑰　做妳心目中的100分的那位

愛得太遲

2008-07-27T05:16:00.000-07:00

“宏！聽說在國外慶祝聖誕節非常浪漫！不如……我們也出國慶祝好嗎？” “那我們現在可要努力找一份高薪厚職，才有能力出國慶祝你的白色聖誕。” “好！我們給自己5年的時間去存錢。5年後的今天，我們一定要出國慶祝白色聖誕！”
大學畢業後，晴很幸運地進入一間跨國公司工作，很努力去實現與宏的出國夢想。而宏也一直為了實現晴的夢想而努力打拼，希望盡早兌現對晴的聖誕承諾。 “晴！今晚你有空嗎？我來載你一起吃晚餐？” “不行！我還在開會，恐怕趕不急了，下次好嗎？” “可是，我們已經一個月沒見面了……” “宏！真的很抱歉！你也知道啊！我才剛升上副總經理，實在很忙！寶貝！不跟你講了！我要開會！” 宏雖然有些失望，但依然在晴的背後默默支持與鼓勵她。 × × × “晴！你還記得我們5年前的承諾嗎？不如我們在今年的聖誕節，到傳說中聖誕老人的家鄉──芬蘭過白色聖誕好嗎？” “今年？不行……今年的聖誕節我必須到上海公幹！可能還要呆上好幾個月也說不定！不如明年好嗎？” “可是……我們不是已說好了嗎？等到我們工作穩定後出國慶祝啊！” “可是……我真的走不開！宏！我答應你！明年！我們明年一定能實現我們的承諾！好嗎？” 宏望著晴，一句話也答不上。
晴不管宏的呼喚，頭也不回地趕回公司，剩下宏一人呆呆坐在咖啡廳。晴是一名工作狂，也是名副其實的職業女性，可以為了工作廢寢忘食，甚至忽略了身邊的一切。 × × × 今天，晴興高采烈地約了宏到他們倆的老地方──濃情咖啡廳見面，並想告訴宏，她終於有了6天假期可以和宏一起到芬蘭慶祝聖誕節。雖然，這承諾比預期遲了兩年，但總算能實現。 “對不起！遲了5分鐘。” “無所謂！我也剛到不久。” “你好像很開心的樣子。” “對啊！有好消息要告訴你，你聽完後一定很興奮！” “我也有些事想和你談一談。” “甚麼事呢？” “我們分手吧！”
“甚麼？”晴一時反應不來。 “為甚麼？是不是有第三者？是誰？” “沒有第三者！分手純粹只是因為我們不再像昔日那麼深愛對方了。” “甚麼叫不再深愛對方了？我還很愛你啊！” “可是……你已不再是我以前深愛的晴了！” “我還是我啊！” “我以前喜歡的晴，是一位很孝順父母，懂得關心家人及身邊的朋友……並且是個守諾言的人。” “我現在還是那麼孝順啊！我也很關心你啊！我今年也已經請了假期去實現我們的承諾！哪有你所說的缺點！” “好吧！那我問你！上個月伯母在家不小心摔倒而骨折，須入院治療兩個星期，你那時人在哪裡？有關心過你父母嗎？你知道他們出事了嗎？” “我……” “你知道伯母最想見到的人是你嗎？你已經幾年沒和他們慶祝生日了？雖然你每個月都給他們足夠的生活費，也請傭人伺候他們，但他們要的不是這些……他們要的是你的關懷！是可以看看你，陪他們聊天！這些是金錢所不能滿足的！你知道嗎？” 晴的眼淚奪眶而出。 “還有，你知道嗎？我上兩個星期發生車禍，進醫院治療了一個星期。我當時是多想你能待在我身邊陪伴我啊！可是，每當我撥電給你時，你不是說你很忙，便是電話留言……你知道我有多難過嗎？” “對不起……我不想這樣……” “沒有用了……太遲了。” “不會太遲的！我答應你，我改！我可以做回以前的我……好嗎？我們不要分手。” “太遲了！我下星期會到美國大學當經濟學教授。” “宏！不要離開我好嗎？嗚……”晴苦苦哀求。 “對不起！你的事業心太重了！你是不會甘心放下一切的。算了吧！” 宏說完頭也不回地走了！他深怕自己捨不得。咖啡廳留下晴一人哭濕了臉頰，傷心得無法形容。
晴知道自己這些年來因為工作與名利，忽略了家人及自己心愛的人。她決定放下一切，重新過些平淡的日子，好好陪伴父母。她希望能盡一切努力挽回與宏之間的感情，在宏出國之前讓他看見自己的改變，讓宏知道她是多麼愛他……多麼想和他一起慶祝即將來臨的白色聖誕！

真正的朋友

2008-07-27T05:15:00.000-07:00

真正的朋友其實無所謂遠近其實無所謂性別也許他身在咫尺也許他遠在天涯只要彼此相擁，互相關照這份相知相思相助相契就是人間最溫柔最愜意最暢快最美好的意境就是人間最真摯的感動什麼是朋友？朋友是快樂時容易忘記的人朋友是痛苦中第一個想找的人朋友是打擾你了不用說對不起的人朋友是幫助你了你不用說謝謝的人朋友是你步步高升也不用改變稱呼的人朋友是扎根在你腦海中想摔也摔不掉的人朋友是能與你風雨同舟同甘共苦的人朋友是會讓你在心底深處常常牽掛的人朋友就是你能信任他，他也了解你的人朋友是能分享你的成功你的喜悅而從不忌妒你的人朋友是能傾聽煩惱並給予有益建議而不泄露隱私的人朋友是能在你需要時給予你幫助而不求任何回報的人朋友也是讓你常常不由得自己去深深依戀的人人一生可以貧困，但再貧困不能窮得沒有朋友人一生可以富有但即使再富有也不能富得忘了朋友

《离开》

2008-07-27T05:14:00.000-07:00

灯熄灭了雨也停了眺望着天边握住戒指能再想你多一点又过一天不知不觉又会是秋天那是我们分手的季节时间停了白天黑夜遗留在昨天带着照片它会是最好纪念说声再见你的笑脸脑海中盘旋会在哪年哪一天出现离开是不是不用再期待什么再回来冻结的心溶化成泪海剩下的记忆电影般重复倒带两个人能让所有一切从来而你又选择先离开离开是不是不用再期待什么再回来冻结的心溶化成泪海随时间蒸发多少的寂寞难耐我还是会把记忆都锁在伤透过的心你一直会存在

2008-07-27T05:13:00.000-07:00

A day without you, Is a day without me, For you make me who I am, And who I want to be. A day without you, Is a day without light, For you light up my sky, And you light up my life. A day without you, Is a day without sound, For I open my ears, To hear you around. A day without you, Is a day without cheer, For you make me smile, And you don't cause a tear. A day without you, Is a day without sight, For you open my eyes, And make my world bright. But a day without you, Will never be, Because I trust in you, That you will never hurt me

爱情是什么。。？

2008-07-27T05:12:00.000-07:00

爱情是什么？它的定义又是什么？为什么又有些人把它当游戏把玩呢？爱的感觉总是地多了一个人陪，多了一个人帮你分担，你终于不再孤单了，因为至少有一个人想着你，恋着你，只要能在一起就是好。但是慢慢地，随着认识的加深，你开始烦..累..甚至想要逃避～其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，有人总想捡到一个适合自己的石子，但你又如何知道什么时候能够到呢？或许刚捡到的时候，你不是很满意，但是请记住，人是有弹性的，很多事情是可以改变的，只要你有心，有勇气，与其到处去捡未知的石头，还不如将自己已拥有的石头磨光，你明白吗？别把随便地的未知石头都捡，珍惜所拥有的。这就是恋爱的开始...不要随便牵手更不要随便放手.....！！！

再见。。我的爱人Goodbye my love

2008-07-27T05:10:00.000-07:00

当你不再爱我，当爱你已成为你的负担，当相爱已是一种痛苦，那么，我选择放弃。　放弃你，是因为爱你。因为爱你，所以不愿看见你不快乐；因为爱你，所以不愿看著你强忍内心的挣扎；因为爱你，所以不愿看见你勉强的笑容；因为爱你，所以愿意放了你。当爱已成往事，又何必苦苦追寻？强求得不到幸福，强求只能拉大你我的裂痕，只能加深你我的痛楚。如果你真的想走，我无言，只能任你去。曾经以为你是风筝，我手中握著那根线，无任你飞向何方，我最终都是你的归属。现在终于明白，其实爱你，就不应该束缚你。“春花秋月何时了，往事知多少？”往事如风，不如就让它随风而去。当一切成空，惟有回忆伴我。时间能冲淡一切，包括我爱你的心。不愿意你看见我的眼泪，因为怕你会心软，但你不会开心。因为爱你，所以不会用泪水强留，所以放了你。你的心已远去，我又何苦留下你的人？虽然我渴望天长地久，但如果那只是一种奢求，那我不如只求曾经拥有。曾经拥有过你的爱，这已足够。因为有一爱，叫做放弃。放弃不是无私的奉献。放弃你，这不仅是对你的爱，更是对我自己的呵护。放弃你，我很痛心，但我不会后悔。让你从我的生命中消失，是因为“长痛不如短痛”。当我容颜尽老、行将就木，我依然不会后悔。因为曾经爱过你。因为爱你，所以希望你快乐。　　　　有人说过这个世界不会有永恒的爱情。你我之间，如果连短暂的爱情也无法存在，不如放开彼此。爱你，就让你去追寻你的幸福。只要你快乐，我也就快乐。因为你的一切，我都在意。　如果你要离开我，我不会怪你，只能怪我自己，怪自己太爱你。也许是我过分的宠溺让你习惯平静，也许是我过分的放任让你没有责任，也许是我过分的爱怜让你压力重重，也许是爱情她美丽的容颜让你迷失方向。只怪你我有缘无份。当你想要离去，请别管我，你只需告诉我，你不再爱我，你要走。我一定会让你走，不会乞求你留下，哪怕听见自己心碎的声音。。因为爱你，就该放了你。因为我知道，有一种爱叫做放手，那是对你最深的爱．
再见了我的爱人~

来不及实现的诺言。。。。

2008-07-27T05:03:00.000-07:00

老伴，你醒醒啊！醒来我们就一起环游世界，你不是一直想去吗？
老伴闭着眼睛没直觉没反应。老先生深深叹了口气。
老夫妻结婚四十年。初识时，老伴原有出国念书的计划，为爱他而留了下来。他为了弥补心中那份歉疚，许诺说：「有一天，我会陪你环游世界！」只是，随著孩子一个个出生，经济的压力逼使他们不得不缩衣节食，环游世界成了一个遥不可及的梦想。他于是安慰妻子说：「等孩子再大一点，等家境再宽裕一点。」孩子终于长大，也各有自己的家庭。
他们也有足够的钱可以实现当年的梦想，可是男人的事业正在高峰，别说出国旅游，平日两人连见面的时间都有限。面对老伴无言的怨叹，他也总是抱歉地说：「等我退了休，我所有的时间都是你的，你要怎么玩就怎么玩！」及至等到他退休，老伴却等不及了。
一场脑中风，造成深度昏迷，日夜陷在无梦也无欲的世界里。只留下老先生守在床边，不断重复地说：「老伴，你要赶快醒来啊！我带你去巴黎看铁塔，去荷添看风车，去罗马。。。。」
来不及的爱、来不及表达的歉意、来不及挽回的错误、来不及实现的诺言、来不及送出的祝福、来不及离别前最後的拥抱……。我们总有太多的来不及。我们以为：还有时间，容许我们从头再来，弥补缺憾。岂知灾难总在我们猝不及防的时候当头砸下，你无从躲避，无能怯惧，心胆俱碎，招架无力。我们唯一能做的，只不过在还来得及的时候，小心呵护手中的珍宝，一刻也不要放松。无论如何，把握当下，向你最亲的人表达你及时的爱吧。

2008-07-27T00:01:00.000-07:00

I'm Sorry... for all the mean things i have said.I'm Sorry...For all the things i did or didn't do.I'm Sorry...If I ever ignored YOUI'm Sorry... If I ever made you feel bad or put you down.I'm Sorry...If I ever thought I was bigger or better than you.. I Luv You...Don't EVER forget that! Through bad times and good,I'll always be here for youI'm Sorry...For everything wrong I've ever doneI'm writing this because what if tomorrow never comes?What if you never get to say good-bye or give a BIG hug to the people you care about? What if you never get to say I'm sorry or I love you?

If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you.' ---'True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it be lost.' --- 'A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.' 'Friendship! is one mind in two bodies.' --- 'Friends are God's way of taking care of us.' 'If you should die before me, ask if you could bring a friend.' -- 'I'll lean on you and you lean on me and we'll be okay.' --- 'If all my friends were to jump off ! a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them.' 'Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say.' 'We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere.' --- 'My father always used to say that when you die, if you've got five real friends, then you've had a great life.' --- 'Hold a true friend with both your hands.' --- 'A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.' ---

2008-07-26T06:40:00.000-07:00

Wow WOw wo hui lai le nowaday damn busy wor my time almost gone le bec i do some stuff lo lo untill my sleeping time almost gone also lo haha but i Don Fcuk care hehe tis is my 102 post le i after 200 post or less i will left the world le bec tis world bu shi he wo than i chose to go another another shi jie lo i also don know y if i go le all my friend who know mi don be sad or cry hao ma even wo aii de ren n my gan mei all lo n the aii ku gui yan zi haha if i go le i will bao yu ni men lo treat mi bad de iwill let u get some lesson lo hehe ...... aiya don said abt tis sao xin de hua hehe mi maybe not op le bec my dad don let mi go for it lo than i think i not going le ba see gt another way lo ......i now try earn more cash if i go the money still can give my mum lo ... haiz .... yesterday i sms her she reply n after tt she ask mi call her lo than we chat not reali long lo i know now she is sad i also lo bec i don wish to see sad lo bec my heart will still will pain de lo i don know y maybe i still luv her haiz if i go i will be than angel to protech her .... gtg hehe bec i gt smoke liao lala bb

2008-06-30T07:05:00.000-07:00

wat the hell nowaday i veri stress n not enough sleep lo don know y n few day i also damn tired lo bu zhi dao wei shen mo lo haiz i wan my thing all don hav de lo i forget it le ba n i will try to give up everything le ba aiya no mood liao go bath le

2008-06-27T06:25:00.000-07:00

wow today still abit happi date lo bec of her lo but haiz jus need to wait lo mi veri tired lo yesterday night nv slep lo bec i scare she will call mi so i nv sleep lo when i wan fall aslep i jus slap myself n make myself cannot sleep lo today i also late but i go home earli lalala .... mi after chat wit her after my lunch lo n she make mi laugh untill siao lo hahaha i still rmb i ask her to kiss mi before i tell her wat happen when the time i keep laughing my friend ask mi wat happen lo but chat awhile nia than hang up le lo i wish everyday also like today like tt keep smile n laugh lo tt day she tell mi that she going for op lo haiz i don knoe how le la i feel sad n lonely n i will sure worri the whole day de lo haiiz i also don know how le jus see how when de day come lo .... yesterday she also make mi veri heart pain when i see her like lo i feel useless lo i cannot help her at all lo i always be the uselss side lo i clever of fighting ,drink , smoke , other than tt i cannot do lo i don why the god bring mi over o tis world lo haiz i now is waiting for her msg n call lo gtg bb mi i forgot to said tis my first 100 posting le i wish gt chance to write untill 200 or 300 posting lo reali gtg liao bb

2008-06-26T05:39:00.000-07:00

haiz mi update le lo haiz yesterday is the day make mi worri , angry , waiting , tired day lo aiya i also don said le lo past liao ma hehe but in my heart i still cannot said de mimi lo don know y lo haiz if she need to give up i also will be give up lo somemore some other thing i also give up liao lo .... haiz don know i wish gt give mi some answer or teach mi how to go lo .... today in the morning i late lo than i kena confine lo fuck sia one min late also cannot if i gt way i will surely complain untill he kena fire de lo haha i also don have mood to write waiting her reply lo since from morning untill now she also don know i worri or not if make mi tu lan i don care abt her liao lo bb tc

2008-06-24T03:50:00.000-07:00

haix i don know y i keep bad mood wor i jus now wit ___ lo i also don know lo he like se mi not happi like that lo nvm singapore small small nia will see which other wan haha .... if he dare to touch mi ha ha he will get something from mi lo haiz .... tis few day keep veri tired lo chat wit her not reali late i almost go to my dream le lo i think her feelin for mi is less le ba mi still the same but 17 july i don no still the same ma lo haiz if she leave alone now i also don know wat should do liao lo ouh ... now my heart n leg veri pain lo i don now y lo i gt a feeling she will leave mi n will not said anything lo i don know how la see one day one day how first lo if reali cannot i will let go everything even my parent lo i said i will do it lo haiz i don feel like writing le

2008-06-23T04:23:00.000-07:00

wow today gt abit free time hhaha haiz tis few donk now wat happen lo keep veri hot temper lo i keep on wan fight lo i also don know i think too stress some other thing ba ... haiz my leg also don know wat happen liao lo keep on pain lo if god wan my life jus tell mi don make untill like if u wan mi i will follow lo n will also bless someone lo hehe ..... i also keep smoke lo ....don know y haiz i think i no mood to write lo i wish u good luck watever u wan kkk muack tc

2008-06-21T06:31:00.001-07:00

today finally update le lo haiz nowaday keep qurrel wit someone lo .... don know y lo n i sleep also less lo when i jus wan to slep awhile jiu wake up lo hai i don know y lo .... tis few reali veri moody lo i also don know n jus now i see her blog i don know y i feel veri wat aiya i also don know how to said lo .... after i see her blogs i keep smoke lo ..... haiz i think tonight i cannot sleep again ba i also don know wat happen to my eye again keep on blur blur lo ...... haiz i stop here le lo bec my cousin at here damn noise lo i also no mmod to write lo

2008-06-18T06:29:00.000-07:00

mi update le ar .... mi haiz yesterday mi go Sgh to see my bone doctor lo ...... lucky gt u pei mi the whole day lo hehe xie xie muack if not i sure boring de lo wait untill so long lo ... the see the doctor n the doctor veri good nice to mi nv act like wat the fuck lo ..... hehe .... n he said if i wan watever i wan now after 17 july mus go back n see him again lo n see how is my bone lo if cannot make it maybe my leg have to cut off lo or wat i also don know lo so i now i don wan think le i jus wan do watever lo .... untill the day thing than i see how lo ..... haiz .... now my leg like worst le lo but nvm lo i will think of good side lo hehe .... mi now a day veri bad mood lo i also don know y haiz don care i gt n bath n call u le lo hehe bbb everyone

2008-06-08T02:13:00.000-07:00

wow mi back lo ....last week meet ting n jason wan go see zw de lo than i meet ting at city hall to go repair my psp lo sob sob .. than mi reach the bus stop than rain untill veri big lo than i stand at bus stop n call ting n smoke than yan beat mi from the back than i turn back n see is her lo haha .... than ting said the the cab cannot stop at bus stop lo than walk over find her lo at the shopping mall lo than we go to the shop for repair my psp lo ..... after tt we go for lunch lo than saw my friend he come near n tok to mi lo after tt ting mum call her n ask for dinner n we call jason see where is he by the is 6+ liao lo than i call zw tt we nv go he house le lo after tt we meet ting mum at suntec n jason lo than go eat for dinner lo haha after we shopping awhile mi n jason ps to do something than we go back le lo going reach home here i saw my friend n she run veri fast n over it n she said long time nv saw mi liao i said i long time also n see u than we exchange hp no lo when i reach home than jiu verri tired le lo after bath jiu sleep lo haha ....i think last week i veri happi day ba i will end my life i maybe will not update of wat jus see my mood lo if happi jiu update lo i don know wat will i do liao after next lo hao ba i stop here tc everyone gt my hp no sms or call mi ba misss ya tc

2008-05-24T22:03:00.000-07:00

wow finally update le o haha but veri tired n i bec black liao lo sob sob nvm boii mus be black haha i know i am "lamb" haha i don know y i still luv u lo why u mus sms mi let my feeling come back i try don think of u but u keep in my brain sia don know y btw tonight i fly back liao haiz in my wallet also gt ur pic le in my heart also but infort of u i jus act tt nothing happen lo i also don know ba i gt appointment for my bone if the doctor said my bone cannot make it thn have go op lo i wish the op fail than i go on slient n no ppl worry wan ... i don need keep think other lo somemore below i still my friend my grandfather theafter my chalet than plan how i go after next lo y all lo so i not scare lo haiz don how liao lo no more mood tro write le tc ba stress

2008-04-23T05:12:00.000-07:00

wow i left two day nia haiz siianz sia do nothing lo ..... i don know wat to do le lo i jus wish ting n yan n my two bro lo good luck lo n my mei yan n ting good luck for studies n don stresss kk n bro good luck for watever u need it haha

the fun n happi day

2008-04-21T22:06:00.000-07:00

hah i back lalala yesterday mi zw n jason go out n have breadfast n lunch together n we eat untill veri fun cannot even walk haha veri fun sia after tt we go tampine to take 168 bus to woodland n go to RP than we reach RP i call xueting n yan see where is they both haha ..... than xueting meet us first at RP bus stop after yan come meet us also ..... after tt they said wan causeway point n eat lo than we walk to causeway point when we all walk on the way jason n zw play than zw push jason fall down mi n ting , yan n zw laugh untill siao lo haha .... after tt jason hand kena cut lo gt abit blood lo ...than we go cause point than we go B1 n we go toilet after tt yan n ting said wan eat sushi stuff than go to the sushi shop n eat n chatting lo around 5.35 ba yan said she gtg le lo after we gp xueting chat n mi n jason keep shoot him n ying lo untill he cannot make it lo .... after tt we play dai di untill like crazy lo ...... zw said ying is her cai shen po n mi said jasmine is my cai shen po also haha veri funny lo yesterday reali veri good n happi day lo haha

2008-04-18T05:16:00.000-07:00

haiz today nothing much to said lo i jus onli know i left 8 day onli lo haiz i think of going i jiu siian le lo miss everyone lo .... today morning go work next to my stall the auntie keep li xiao mi lo haha but funny lo than the whole day abit emo lo n keep smoking lo i know smoke much will be bad healt for mi but mi veri stress lo so keep on smoking lo haiz i tis few night can`t sleep lo sob sob ... don know y my eye become panda eye nia lo hehe i will by next can see all my mei n bro lo haiz lazy to write liao lo

１００个对不起（看了不要哭,很经典）

2008-04-18T04:17:00.000-07:00

　今天期中考，学校早一点放学，我打了通电话给他。　　：喂，我今天比较早放学，你来载

我回家好不好？　　：好，等我五分钟。　　：五分钟？我学校就在你家旁边耶。　

　　　：我总要打扮一下啊。　　：好啦，快一点喔。
　
　　　下午2：00，太阳大的让我有种冲动想喷鼻血，我站在树荫下挥动着手，虽然没凉到哪里去，但是煽总比不煽好。　

　　　五分钟过了，他还没来，我看看手表，有点不高兴，十分钟过了，他还没到..，该不会出了什么事吧？呸呸呸...乌鸦嘴，十五分钟过了，他总算到了。
　
　　　：怎么这么慢？　　他一副无所谓的样子说：没啊，看个电视。　
　　　什么？看个电视？你要不要顺便睡个觉洗个澡吃个饭再来？我没有说话，没有拿安全帽，没有上车的瞪着他。　　：对不起。　　

　　这是他第一次对我说对不起，他是一个很大男人主义，爱面子的男生，所以他从不像女生低头说对不起，我看着他，好吧，似乎面有惭色，我带上安全帽，让他载我回家。　　
　　
他总是这样，从来不解释，不争论，不跟我吵架，只跟我说对不起，有些事，不是一句对不起就能解决的，但是他都跟我道歉了，我也就没再追究下去，他说，我是第一个让他说对不起的女生。　　
　　
认错需要很大的勇气，但是他从来都没有改进他的错误，对不起反而变成一种打发我的话。在他说第59次对不起时，我流着泪，低下头说：你不要再跟我说对不起了，如果你无法改变，就不要让我给你一次又一次的机会，相信你会改变。他轻轻的拥着我，说了第60句对不起。　
　
　　虽然如此，他还是没有改变，不做任何的解释，我开始怀疑他是不是有事瞒着我。　　：你最近怎么了？　　：没有啊。　　：那你为什么心情不好？　　：没有啊。　　：又是没有啊，你除了这句话以外没有别的吗？你知不知道我很担心，很没有安全感，你到底有没有当我是你女朋友？　　：...对不起。　　：我不要听你说对不起。　
　
　　我挂了电话，他也没有打来，他根本就不在乎我，也许，我们该结束ㄌ..........这是他说的第99句对不起....。
　　从那天开始，我再也没有找过他，他也没有打电话给我，有时候，我会接到一通无声的电话，但是我喂了几声，就挂了，有一种直觉是他，但是他为什么都不说话？

一个月之后，我按奈不住思念的心情决定到他学校找他，我在教室外东张西望的，就是没有看到他的人影，我随便抓了一个男生来问。

　　：同学，请问一下，梦伟今天有来吗？　　：他休学了。　　：啊？为什么？什么时候的事？　　：他已经一个月没来了。　　：...喔..谢谢。一个月..一个月没来，怎么会呢？　　我跌跌撞撞的回到家..拨他的手机：您的电话已经为您转到语音信箱，请在嘟一声...。

我挂了电话，打到他家，响了好久都没有人接，怎么会？全家移民吗？他仿佛是从这世界上消失了一样，没有一点痕迹。　
　他该不会另结新欢了吧？我开始胡思乱想，我找不到他..，正当我烦恼的时候，电话突然响了，是阿立打来的，他是梦伟的死党也是我的好友。　　
　　：喂，你还在干嘛啊？　　：什么？　　
　　：ㄚ伟在医院啦。　　：真的？他怎么了？　　
　　：没有啦，他在○○医院，就是你上次住的那一家。　　：我马上去。　　
　　我立刻用我出生以来最大的速度飙到那家医院，在医院看到了他****和妈妈，我向他们问了他在哪一间病房之后，就急忙的飞奔而去。　　
　　
他躺在床上，眼睛看着我，没有说话，没有起床，一动也不动的。　　：喂，你怎么了？为什么不通知我呢？　　
　　
他没有回答我，只是一直用同样的眼神看着我。　　：回答我啊，你为什么不说话？　　他眼角留下了一滴泪，身体仿佛用了最大的力气，牵动着嘴角　　：...对不起...。说完，他闭上了眼睛。
　　：喂，你别装了好不好，为什么要说对不起，我不要你说对不起啊，你起来啊，回答我啊。　　
　　我哭倒在他床边，拉着他的衣服哭喊着：你为什么要说对不起，连说服我的理由都没有？我不会原谅你，你起来啊，你说对不起没有用啊，你不起来我这辈子都不会原谅你，我求求你....睁开眼睛啊...。　

　这是他说的一百句对不起...一群医生和护士拉开我，开始抢救他，我全身没有力气再站起来，我的头脑一片空白，眼前一片漆黑..。　　
他没有离开这个世界，只是我永远都无法触摸到他，但他有时也会在我的梦中出现，告诉我他过的好不好。

　　
　　他还是陪着我，还是活着，在我心里，他依然如昔，还是会笑着叫我咏熙，叫我老婆，只是..他不再对我说对不起了...。
　　
　　过了几个月，他妈妈来找我，给了我一个盒子，里面装的，是一百张照片，每一张照片的背面，都写着它让我生气的事情。　　
第一次对不起，老婆，我今天不是故意迟到的，我也知道理由很烂，但是我真的不忍心说实话，我在出门前突然心脏绞痛，但是我已经尽量赶了，原谅我好吗？第二次对不起?老婆，我.......... 　　第三次对不起，老婆，我... 　　................................ 　　............................ 　　................... 　　................ 　　........... 　　......... 　　..... 　　第一百次对不起，老婆，我不是狠心要丢下你，只是上帝似乎不给我这个机会让我爱你一辈子，

为你带上戒指，你是我第一个让我说对不起的女孩，也是我第一个想共度一生的女孩，原谅我不能给你幸福，我会化作天使，守护着你，看着你得到幸福，答应我，别哭，我不要看到你为了我憔悴流泪的样子，我爱你。bye 梦伟　
　
　　我怎么可能不哭，你的要求太严苛了，最后一张照片，是他在医院理拍的，照片上他笑的很灿烂，他变的好瘦，脸色好苍白，但是他还是露出了笑容，拍这第
　　一百张照片。
　　
　　在他最虚弱罪痛苦的时候，我没有陪着他。　　对不起。　　我抱着他的照片，泪流不止！！愿天下所的情人.愿你们能珍惜眼前的人,不要失去后才懂得珍惜...不要让悲剧再次上演!

Going to gone le

2008-04-14T21:35:00.000-07:00

haiz today i off day later meeting my best buddy ....i don know y nowada i keep veri stress lo haiz i think after friday i work the last day liao after tt i off untill april 24 than 25 april i going to gone le from today onward i wan enjoy i think i will go all the place mi n jasmine the place n see ba i wan put all memory into my brain n my heart forever liao ba i also don know y le ba jus like tt day i see a chinese show jiu let mi think abt her whole n night lo i still rmb i tell her if i die or i not beside her i will bec the angel protec her n care her concern abt her n let her find the happiness but now she leave alone i gt tell the god if the time can go back to the past i will love her more than everything n care n concern more abt her lo i will not go care abt the other thing much lo if god give mi three wish to wish the first is i wan jasmine back the second is i wan everyone around mi happi the three is i wish the have peace time lo .... or the god wan mi exchange jasmine life also can lo i wish i am the one die n she is the one alife lo ..... haiz i sometime i go out wit friend i saw a gal look like jasmine but i tell myself she won`t not be back lo i don know y i keep veri sad lo haiz jus left 10 days going to be gone haiz not don mood to write le haiz bbye tc everyone

2008-04-12T03:33:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone i back i finally be fine again but sometime i still think of my great grandmother lo haix but i tell myself i mus be strong lo lala haiz ..... sometime i think tt am i my dad son or not he keep nagging at mi for wat sia am i reali not ur son or not if i reali not ur son can u jus tell mi i will leave the house now ... from i onward i mus enjoy i don wan care anything liao lo ... my dad side i will nv care from now even my grandmother or father pass away i also don wan care liao lo i tell myself i mus relax lo haiz ... siianz sometime i feel veri bore n siian but now a day i go out at middle of the night lo n keep smoke again liao i go back to my old way liao lo ..... js now see the gurandian angel the show jus let mi think of jasmine lo i see the guy can come back than i think jasmine y she cannot come back she pass away so long i still cannot forget abt her lo haiz ..... i left 15 day onli if anyone wan call mi faster call hor wan tell anything also mus faster tell hor wan to return money also mus be faster hor hahah kidding de .... no mood to write bbye n tc i wish all exam ppl good luck n mus tc wor see ya miss evryone who knoe mii

2008-03-27T18:14:00.000-07:00

Today earli the morning my great grandmother pass away le i veri sad bec she treat mi veri good i can`t know the true tt she leave us reali i reali cannot lo when i wake up my sis tell mi she pass away i kena shock lo my teap keep drop down i wish she can be wit us longer de lo i don feel like to write anymore le i now veri sad lo

2008-03-17T01:03:00.000-07:00

hais today is a sad day don know we r no more le haiz nvm but she ppl de i should give back the ppl lo but i wish the ppl can treasured her lo don let her sad anymore i wish him will give her happiness lo i think tonight i won`t be back ba go drink than tml come back n back than evening go out wit friend maybe at night i jio my frind go drink ba but i jus know tonight gt a problem lo maybe will fight lo maybe i also will go ba see wat happen to them lo i don know y i bec like tis i think not bec of her ba maybe is for other reason ba but now than i know that i not a bad ppl tt treat my gf like shit lo i now than know i so care abt my gf de ren but i no gf liao if i gt a gf i will treasured my gf like my bear i will hugs her tight i will nv let her go lo .... aiya don said abt tis le jus now i working i kena my hand but i hack care liao pain than pain lo no more feeling of it le i can`t wait abt tonight thing n tml night lo i think we can chong dao siao lo haha n maybe near to april or april mi my friend plan to drink untill we drunk but i don think we will drunk lo bec we QIAN PEI BU CUI lo haha said untill like real like haha but will r plan like tt lo we three bro mi n another bro can drink but another one cannot lo so sad lo but i wish me go ns can go in but cannot come out lo ... i also don know y lo ... i also wish tonight the fight i can join in lo haha but i won`t let her know le .....n maybe tis few day will nv come update n online ba jus see onli k if freee than update lo if not free than don update liao .... i also know y my head behind keep veri pain veri heavily lo reali a few day le n i gt flu today lo i don know y lo haiz life is sianz de lo if jasmine still alife more good .... after my ns i will surely wan her marry mi de loif she know i keep drink n smoke alot she sure scold mi untill i LAN LAN wan ...if i sick she sure ask mi go her house n she tc of mi the whole day n keep pei mi untill i go home n she will nv put mi alot in awhile lo i still think of our memories lo when she die i almost cazy lo don eat a few day n keep smoke lo but now when i free i will go our memories place lo n my Yan lei drop down if gt a god ask mi wat i wan loi surely wan her back lo haiz k la igtg don feel like to write le bba

2008-03-15T20:39:00.000-07:00

wow i finally come back update le wow nowa day alot of thing happen sia my sis gt other coutry for holiday than i help her to work lo so i work two lo so tired sia but k la gt money can liao haha but is bad luck is my PSP keep spoil lei don know why lo haiz than friday night i fight wit ppl untill my nise n hand injuet lo hiaz than lp worri lo sori let u wori hehe but than still mus said dui bu qi lo l\make u worri abt mi i promise u i will luc u more than everyone n i will try tc of myself but i still wan tc of u ma hehe i promise u de ma hehe .... yesterday my eye don know y suddenly swollen lo before sleep still sms wit her untill she fall a sleep lo haha than i watch untill 3 to 4 plus lo than in the morning she sms mi lo than i wake up after tt we sms awhile lo than my young sister bang my door said she hungry than i wake wash n everything lo than cook for her than i cook le n let her eat n she veri spice lo than i go down but water for her lo haha than come back i cook my noodle than the hot water kena my hand i also don know y lo i think i miss my lp veri much ba haha than i also don wan her to worri lo lala than i faster go put water than go put medicine lo n i bit free bec today off n somemore long time nv come update so now come update abit lo lo hehe k la ......................
gtg le bb tc everyone .....................
still happi ar haha if i pass away mus happi n stil amile always k don sad or wat we all gt memories kk tc miss everyone

2008-03-09T05:21:00.000-07:00

wow finally come back n use com le haha veri shiok lei ..... said mi work two job thing first , firswt work still abit tired lo but the second day is veri siian nobody pei than half do work n half think abt jasmine lo but is ok than thursday after work go find ah ger than she kena shock y i suddenly will come n find her after i tell i end work n somemore jus near by nia after tt we go back home lo n friday n sat i work wit a gal lo but veri fun lo haha than after work we keep chat lo after we go back n today morning wake up veri earli lo n work lo n after tt go city hall get my psp back n meet my friend n get pay lo after we chat n we go n eat after go back home lo

2008-02-27T03:18:00.000-08:00

yoz i long nv come update le wor nowaday veri busy so nv come update i new year go thailand than knowa gal n we keep chat lo no ppl know lo haha after tt we come back singapore lo than nv conact liao haha but is de lo nowaday also veri boring lo after com bath le than oink oink le lo hehe k la i going to eat dinner le bb

2007-10-31T05:19:00.000-07:00

wow tml bday le lei happi bday to mi happi bday to mi haha wow nowaday veri tired lo hehe lo but i wan PSP new version lo but nvm i think i work abit hard i will get it lo hehe wow nowaday at school do nothing lo keep on play dai di lo play untill i veri expert lo hehe .... but nv play money lo now also abit tired lo so i gtg le lo bb tc hehe

2007-10-21T05:12:00.000-07:00

wow today is a tired day lo n time become veri slow lo ... i keep think of jasmine bu zhi dao lei ... i veri tired lo i veri stress le lo can anyone teach mi don stress ma ..... ...don said think ba i morning veri earli go work lo when i alone i keep think something lo untill moi working place abt 6.30 onli lo than i pack veri slowly lo haiz but after that i still think abt her lo but nvm lo i will put her in the heart lo n lock inside lo won`t let go lo i think i will keep myself alone lo don let ppl conact mi or wat lo i wan stress down lo ...... haix jus now having nose blood lo don know why lo i think i going die or high fever lo i don know wan go old way or new way lo wo bu zhi dao wor ...haiz mi now veri head veri pain lo ... haiz i going army le lo veri sianz de lo haiz [[[[[dui bu qi da jia,da jia yao hao hao bao zhong wor ,ye yao hao hao zhao gu zhi qi kk zai jian ]]]]] mis everyone tc wor devin saying zai jian bbbb i gt no mood to write le

2007-10-20T04:34:00.000-07:00

Weii weii i came back le wor wow tis few day can`t sleep lei untill veri tired lo haix i don know y i keep miss jasmine lei .... wo zhen de bu zhi dao lei aiya don sadi bad thing lo today my mood good bec today is my chinese bday lo hehe ..... eat untill so full wor my grandmother treat mi veri good lo bec she buy mi a wallet untill 90+ or wat lo my mum tell mi de lei hehe .... wo so many day nv smoke so bu good lo hehe ...... but i promise i willl try to quite smoke lo i gt alot present at nov first lo i wan new hp n psp new version lo hehe ..... so sianz lo i stress untill my head going bomb le lo not work than go school haix mi going army le lo i miss everyone lei i don know how lo ..... if gt a wish but only one chance to wish i wish jasmine came back ... i don wan anything i onli wan her haix can i hav her ma ???????? wo bu dao le ..... haiz hao lei wor ..... don know wat going to do lo haiz if still gt her today i will not be bloging le lo i will be wit her together de lo jasmine where r u now can came back ma wo zhen de yao ni ..... haiz everyone keep ask mi don think how can ..... nvm she not wit her mi le her soul will be wit mi .... i will jian qiang de bec i promise her i wish she will be fine lo i now wan work hard than gt alot money n soome give my parent n my grandmother lo ... i happi infront of ppl but in my heart is sad or hurt but i will show it out lo bec i will all of u all happi if anything happen to mi lo at last u all still see devin laugh or happi wit u all at last still gt good n happi memory lo haix tired le mus go rest le i think today will sleep earli or wat lo or miss jasmine lo hehe everyone who see my blog de wish u all the best n good luck n who studies de mus jia you reali mus hor don lao you wo don let mi lose face kk hehe tc everyone

2007-09-02T04:06:00.000-07:00

wow mi finally caome back le ar haha so long nv go update wor mi ar still the same nv change lo haiz alot thing happen sia don know wan start for where lo ......nowaday go school finish than go work le than go home lo but still gt smoke lo haha but cut less le .... but when stress i will smoke more lo haha still gt one n the half month i jiu don need go school le my hair can be long can be gold lo haha so good sia can`t wait untill tt day came hehe .... work le wish the month can let mi open a chalet on my 21 year old birthday lo haha now start saving le haha ii wish is enough lo but onlie my best buddy best mei best friend can go onli other tha n that no ppl can came haha muhaha .........wow going to army check up going to army le haha going to be botak but onli for two year onli ..... haiz stress sia all my bill make my wallet untill no cash inside mus keep on visit atm to get money hehe k la jus came back from veri tired wan go rest le bb

2007-07-31T02:29:00.000-07:00

Wow i finally came back le update le lo i don know y i suddenly think of her lo jus tink lo be she sometime will call mi de lo hais she nv call maybe she gt sted le ba or wat lo i donno y i so stress sia everything make mi veri stress lo ......Girls, Family , money , studies n my outside bro sister they lo don know la i going break down le lo i wish gt ppl bring mi stand up ...gt ma i don think hav lo everyone will wish i go down don wish i stand up haiz ... now a day also no mood to studies lo ... last thurday qurrel wit a teacher n i feel like beating him up sia he veri fuck up sia said i go toilet after tt porn school i hear le damn angry sia .... than he still coward to tell myu form teacher tt i scold him bad word sia ........ fucker sia ... still said he sergoon wan ask than came down ... than i said than ask them to came i don even scare sia ......... make mi tu lan i will make the problem untill veri de big sia ... i will also will make him untill veri pai seh wan lo i ask reporter to came too haha i make sure he said at whole school infort n alll the newpaper haha ........ wow today mi veri tired sia go home at 4++ than rest untill 5+ cal a friend to wake up tan go back sleep untill 7.40 than wake up n rush to do all my thing m style my hair haha ..... after that i when out the house than go to my house the market there the ATM to press money 50 dollar n top my hi card 10 dollar lo haiz than faster rush to bus stop than take the bus at 8.20 sia i tell myself surely late wan sia ... than i go high way taffic jam sia than mi sianz diao sia .... lucky awhile onli than lucky the bus driver drive untill veri fast ahbo i surely late haha ..... reach schol teacher keep li xiao mi sia said i do wat do untill so tired than i shoot him back shoot untilll he lan lan sia so song sia haha after i veri tired than fall a slep sia .... emm gtg le tired day go oink oink first

2007-07-13T07:35:00.000-07:00

hai i don know how sia veri tired of studie lo don know wat happen to mi sia here pain there pain wow tired sia everyday work monday to friday morning studies than night working lo haiz everyday is tired lo don know wat to do le haiz somemore i going to army le going botak le lo sad sia i still think abt her but don know how to tell her lo haiz sad sia die beta sia haiz no more mood le bb tc miss everyone

2007-07-09T06:13:00.000-07:00

mi came back le lo ........wow nowaday i veri stress sia abt alot of thing lo mi before the holiday i work two jiob untill now veri tired le lo haiz i don wan said abt my thing lo wow now holiday finish le go back to school le lo today the first day lo so boring n veri sianz lo don know wat to do de lo feel like running away lo but in the end i nv run lo see i so guai haiz don know why i miss her so much i think i will not miss her mch if i am busy wat going to do le lo i think i gtg to stop here bec of tired lo bb tc我怕我没有机会跟你说一声再见因为也许(就)再也见不到你宁愿我要离开熟悉的地方的你要分离我眼泪就掉下去我会牢牢记住你的脸我会珍惜你给的思恋这些日子在我心中永远都不会抹去我不能答应你我时候会再回来不回头不回头的走下去

no more mi &u

2007-03-30T01:32:00.001-07:00

wow .... so long nv update le haha ..... mi break up and mi veri sad haix .....but stilll mus be strong de lo hehe ..... bec i know she will came back to mi de onli one day lo but i don know i can wait ma .....i hope she can be my wan i luv u wit all my heart sia haix mi bad moood now don feel like to write le lo

no more mi &u

2007-03-30T01:32:00.000-07:00

2007-01-15T20:50:00.000-08:00

haiz sianz don hav her le my life become black and white lo no more last time de mi lo mi now everyday jus like sad sad lo don know wat to do lo i jus wan her back lo jus hope my wish will be came true lo haiz i end here le

2007-01-02T22:38:00.000-08:00

haiz now a day alot of thing happen lo and she now not beside mi le i don know how lo and somemore next week i going court again lo i reali u came back lo bec when leave mi i donk now do wat cai hao lo i jus wanna u back lo bec i need u lo haiz i now donno wat to do and i stop le k bb

2006-10-30T20:41:00.000-08:00

wow long time nv came update blog le now i in school use com so i update lo .... i start my story now a day i keep veri hot temper lo i also don know why lo sori darlin i like keep shout at u but u mv get angry sori veri sori lo jus hot u won`t angry wit lao gong lo dear i reali strress lo ... and thank for when i stress than u let mi smoke lo dear muack Love u veri much muack dear i promise i will try to change but u need to give mi more time lo haiz muack i don wan said to u all le haha my princess darling muack i love u 1314 ,3344 k muack hugs hugs muack

2006-09-20T02:31:00.000-07:00

haiz now a day donno wat happen to mi veri easily to get angry and hot temper lo .... haizz and now a day veri eaily to get jealous lo haiish ... i die beta sia veri stress ar..... haiish now a day feel veri dizzy lo haiish ... i think my day don hav long le ba .... if i die i wish tt u all will take care of urself ... now a day stress hav alot lo .... first is i kena my school give the warning letter .... i think i cannot do my ah gong the wish lo .... or maybe i can see my ah gong at another world lo .. wat if i reali go i reali bu fan xin my bao bei , yan qin , xue ting ,my friend , god bro sis sister , my family my grandmother , my hao buddy and hao brother ,hope my bao bei and all friend and all i read out the name will reali tc lo if i die i now one day after one day le i dono when i will gone in world lo i now try work alot of money than i die i can give to my family and bao bei lo i alomost evrything going to give up lo haiish no mood to contiue le lo tc everyone u all mus zhen xi ni mem seng bian de ren lo dear muack i love untill en of my life

2006-09-12T01:27:00.000-07:00

Today wt tired day today i nv go school bec i sick sick le that y i nv school lo haiz .... maybe going stay back le lo haiz...at home do nthing lo i mornig call her wake up than i when back sleep lo ...hehe like pig sia haha....around 10+ my friend make mi wake up ... bec he ask mi gt go school ma than i said i nv go lo.... than after hang the call than i wan go back sleep than my mum call mi go down stair eat than i go eat le after eat my dad call mi go bank lo than i go home change than i go to the bank than i sleep awhile lo than i wake up i sms her and ask her go eat her lunch lo ... than i go down post letter lo .... after that i go home lo ..... than suddenly stomach veri pain than i run to the toilet lo than i in the toilet my dar dar sms mi ask mi cal her than i when i came out from toilet than i call her lo .... than tok untill she bath than i hang lo so i can write my blogs lo hehe i thinki stop here ba if later still gt thing than i update lo hehe BAO BEI I LOVE U AR

2006-09-08T03:22:00.000-07:00

Today abit moody lo in morning lao po still ok to mi but after afternoon bao bei treat mi abit ren dan lo haix ... sori i let u worri so much dear i won`t leave u kk muack miss de whole day lo ... muack but i wish i can everlasting lo kk muack love u nd miss u kk muack ... i end there le muack lgllpfm

2006-09-07T06:01:00.000-07:00

Halo i came back le .... haha.... i now a day veri happi lei bec i LUV mine BAO BEI LAO PO ...hehe....from THAT day u delete the number and something lo i veri happi bec i can hav ur whole big heart lo hehe .... dear muack i will love u veri much forever don leave u alone untill old de lo .... Bao bei thank for now a day u treat mi veri good thank muack ..... i know i keep make u sad and worri abt mi lo .... dear dear sori reali veri sori .... u know why i keep said myself useless ma ,bec when u need help i cannot help u ... sometime when u need mi i also cannot pei u lo bao bei i am veri useless man lo dear ... and some of the time i still make u angry and stress lo ...u know why sometime i gt thing don tell u ma bec i don wan u think too much and stress and worri or sad all i also don wan ... lo bao bei ... Lao gong love u de k don worri and i won`t leave alone de kk .... but sometime i hot temper hope u can understand bec Lao gong gt studies de stress lo sori dear hope u reali can understand kk muack we don tok abt past le k we tok abt now and future kk muack dear i noe u don wan i save money to buy thing to u bec of don eat or wat lo ... dear u don worri kk muack and jus u happi can liao kk muack miss u and hug hug kk muack Lao gong Love Lao Po 4eva &eva kk muack babii hubbii Love babii wiifey kk muack miss u and love u muack

2006-08-10T04:53:00.001-07:00

haiz ... nowaday don know wat happen sia my duddy pass away .... bao bao gt thing happen ... my family haiz don said la .... when they need mi they tok to mi if don need mi jus use shout lo i reali donno how le lo bao bao .... i know some of the thing u don wan tell mi is bec u don wan i worri abt u lo .... i now veri sad donno wanna to do wat lo haiz

2006-08-10T04:53:00.000-07:00

2006-07-23T04:51:00.000-07:00

haiz yesterday is a sad lo and bad mood lo ... izzit u all need u all will find mi or help jus came find mi huh ... don need mi jus said no free ... and temper or wat lo ... i also gt feeling de lei .... i am not a cold blood de lei ...can u all treat mi good my .... but now i don wan u all care abt mi or treat mi good lo .... if can u all leave mi alone can ma i now veri stress le ..... i also veri tired le .... bao bei i don u leave mi only everyone can leave mi u cannot lo u know ma ... but my feeling tell mi tt u will leave mi lo ... if u reali leave mi mean our yuan fen end le lo ... mi now veri suck no mood to write i hope the god can bring mi back lo haiz .... bb tc end here xiao boi gonna end life

2006-07-20T03:20:00.000-07:00

haiz .... yesterday morning i play com than i stand up .... than out of suddenly my house fan drop down lo ... lucky nv kena my head if not i will surely die de lo .... haha ....... than at night haiz gt conference wit bao bei friend than ahwile `he` call in lo than i am bao bei nv tok lo haiz .......than after he hang we tok awhile lo .... she don even know i am jealous lo .... haiz .... i think we beta b lo her don wit mi is wit him lo ..... i don know wat to do lo .... i think tonight he will call again ba ....i will be a alone guy ba .... than today morning i go eat breadfast wit kor ... than than settle something lo .... abt 9+ my mum call mi go down help her take thing lo .... after tt around 10 i sms her but she nv reply lo .... around 12 the police call mi and ask mi go police station lo untill three or four o`clock than reach home lo i nowaday veri bad mood or no mood lo i donno tonight how lo if he call her i think i will not call her le ba haiz ...... i think i going back to my past lo but i hope u can stop to going back to the past but i knoe is no lo bec u gt him le u won`t call mi or sms mi lo but if studies and i will work two job if u leavee mi lo haiz bao bei ...i reali hope u will no leave mi alone lo ... i don know wat to do le lo and i now no mood lo .... bao bei I LOVE U 4EVER & EVER k muack hug hug uu kk

2006-07-18T02:00:00.000-07:00

haiz is veri sad the day sia yesterday u tell that kind thing do know how sad am i ma i jus nv said anything lo and i whole night siting at my bed thinking lo untill monring i call u wake up .... and pei u reach bus stop than i hang the phone than i still think untill fell a sleep lo haiish .... in the morning no mood to eat but i force myself to eat .... in the end i vomit out ..... haiish i don wish to let u knoe lo later u sad sad and cry again lo ..... when u tell tt kind of thing my heart jus broken lo .... i reali love u veri much lo i reali don wan u to leave mi lo i wan u to stay foever wit mibut i think cannot lo ..... but i jus wish jus wish onli haiish y god give mi tis kind of life or test lei haiish but i hope u r the 1 who do the yue ding wit mi lo if u reali reali wan leave mi than i will let ba but i donno wat will i do lo .... if go back to the past u willl surely worii and sad de lo .... if i leave sg go to another courty lei ... i think i willl not go to another courty lo bec my family my grandmother are there too ... i now donno wat to do i reali donno wat to do lo .... can anyone tell wat to do lei ... i think no one will came help mi ba bec i useless .... i hopeless .... bao bei i tell one thing no matter wat happen i will still wait for u de ....but i know u don wan lo .... i don wan u anything happen lo cut urself or hurt urself can ma .... i reali love u veri much ... but u chose him than maybe i will reali let go ba if he nv treat u good don force mi i surely beat him up de k i now reali reali no mood rite le i now veri pain lo ... bao bei a.k.a xiao boi hurt

2006-07-17T05:15:00.000-07:00

haiz ...sad sia nowaday alot of ppl break up haiz xiao boi hurt i don wish anyone hurt ... mi veri easily get hurt de .... so pls don hurt mi can ma.... i know nowaday i keep headache and vomit and today gt nose blood lo i also know u worri lo but sometime i don wish to let u know lo bec still gt a few month u exam came le ma and don wan u worri lo if i die i also don wish to let u know bec i know u will be veri sad de lo haiz ...do u know ur nick rite untill like tt ...do u know i will jealous ma ...every guy will also jealous the stead rite untill like tt de lo haiz .... when i school start i will be busy lo i tthink before i die or wat i buy u something lo and maybe i will work at night lo i will not let u know lo if bad luck than u will know lo but i wish u don know lo haiz ...... i know u love him but u don dare to tell mi lo rite bao bie i can tell u i now reali love u but if u tell mi u don have feeling for mi i think i will let u go ba but i love u veri much lo hope u will know lo haiz ... can u beside mi forever ma i hope the answer is yes lo .... i now don hav feeling to write le so i will stop here lo bb muack bao bei i will love u forever untill i die lo

2006-07-08T05:54:00.000-07:00

haha today i veri happi bec u tok to my cousin untill veri happi and help mi to tok her thx u muack hehe ....... muack ... and u today go home so early if everyday can like tt more good but i knoe u don wan lo hehe ....... but i will aii ni de lo hehe ... muack i reali hope can be wit u dao yong yuan yong yuan de forever bu neng li kai wo .... ying wei wo hen aii ni lo hehe muack i will try to hold ur hand untill old lo ..... rmb our yue ding lo k muack aii niiii kk

2006-07-04T04:48:00.000-07:00

haiz do u treat mi as ur bao bei huh .... i don thin k so lo always abt the guy do u kknow i will jealous de ma huh i think u don know lo i am ur who i am ur bao bei lo can don treat mi like shit ma .... u know how i feel ma huh ...u know ma i love u how much ma is 100% lo ... than i ask u how much u love mi ... u tell mi know and u know how i feel ma huh .....nobody know how i feel lo ... everyone treat mi as wat i know lo ..... u r my bao bei u also treat mi like tt huh ..... haiz .... i know nowaday my temper is hot lo ..... bec of something u don know lo ...i also don wish to let u know lo bec u kena scare lo ....... haiz jus no ppl know how i feel lo ...... now my life only black and white lo ... when gt u my world is full of colour lo u treat mi untill like tt lo if can god jus bring back to the world i came from .... if not i will die in tis world lo ....... i am a useless man hopeless man in tis world cannot find the second guy like mi ..... i better leave tis world now lo do u know when i see ur nick how jealous am i huh ... u don know lo every guy will jealous when the bao bei write on her on nick untill like tt lo if the guy nv jelaous mean he not love her anymore ...... haiz .........bec of u i change alot lo ...... izzit not enough huh ..... u tell mi la i reali don know wat u think and wat happen to u lo .... bec of u i quite everything lo haiz ....... die better die better die better

2006-07-01T04:48:00.000-07:00

sori i think i cannot pei u to do our "yue ding "le .... sori bec i scare i cannot alife untill monday ......i think tml i will be die lo ... i reali love u de now my whole heart only hav u no one else ... touch wood if i die u don cry or sad k mauck .... but i know u will still be sad de lo and cry everyday lo .... if i not in u mus tc urself k every night before u sleep u mus cover ur blanket kk ..... and sick time mus eat ur medicine k ...... and don qurrel wit ur parent kkk .... no matter wat happen don cut ur hand kk .... u pain i also will pain de k .... don eat too much pokey if wan eat than drink more water k ...... i will love u untill i old k if i die i will be ur tian shi .... to tc of u de k muack u will always be in my heart kk

我要让你知道其实我是关心你的。
我希望我能一直把你抱在怀里。。
永远的和你在一起。。。其实我
是爱你的。。。。只是我不懂怎么
显示给他你。。。。

[我是爱你的。。你知道吗？]

2006-05-27T22:11:00.000-07:00

Mi back to write haiz nowaday gt alot thing happen lo .... i hope mi can leave the world lo haiz but i no is cannot de lo haix .... i thought i can wit u forever de lo haiz we break up le lo ......i thought u also tell mi i am forever ur lao gong de ma and forever don leave mi alone de ma u forget le'' shi ma '' i thought i tell to wait for mi 8 year i will call mi to marry mi de ma i reali lolve u de lo after we break up untill now i nv smile lo if i smile i also act out de i know i reali don have chance to patch le lo but i will be single untill ,untill we patch lo i reali love u alot every night i can`t sleep lo bec i miss u lo .... i also cannot use to it that u leave mi lo ..... i keep smoke bec i wan to forget abt u but still cannot lo .... bec i reali love u veri much ma ...... i will see last time u send mi the msg and ..... i veri ssad lo .... and i go fight untill my hand pain lo ...... i also every night drink alot of beer lo haiz ..... when i alone i will listen mi and u de song and i think abt our happy thing lo haiz WO HAO XIANG SI wor .......last thing i wan to said is I LOVE U when u see my blogs i don know at where le tc ba

2006-04-16T01:07:00.000-07:00

mi back le ... ..u treat mi as wat Huh when u need u will call mi to call u Huh when don need mi u will nv ggive a sms or a call lo wat u wan mi to do i reali don knoe lo i now feel like die lo if i die u don houwei lo i love u so much ...in the end i gt wat thing back i think nth lo how i wish u can love mi more lo .... haiz reali don know how lo i only one ur love veri hard izzit ...i can tell u now lo i love u is veri veri deep le lo ......i know i useless and hopeless lo .... i know la everyone look down only la ...wan scold mi jus scold la i don care le i gt so much stress i nv said it out lo since nobody wan care abt mi ...from now onward don care k don care kk i don need u all the care le mi useless rite k i will make myself more useless and hopeless

2006-03-31T05:03:00.000-08:00

mi today update my blogs again haiz mi nowaday veri hot temper lo don know why lo haiz i hope can can understand mi lo i will love u her forever lo but i don know ican ma bec at april of 4i need to go court lo sob sob mis her veri much muack nth to write le haha

2006-03-15T04:56:00.000-08:00

i got happy thing and sad thing lo my happy thing is we patch again le muack ... and i i promise iwill love u forever will nv let u leave mi again le i will hold u tight tight de ... sad thing is i have alot alot of stress but i nv tell anyone lo haiz.....andi abit don feel like to studies lo ... but still need to stupid ... and another is she don even know i worry abt her lo bec i sms alot of time than she will jus reply one only lo haiz..... my hand and my leg veri pain now she also don know lo if i nv tell lo i reali need u in my life de lo muack Bao Bei Lao Po ( I LOVE U ) MuAcK

2006-03-09T04:58:00.000-08:00

maybe today is my last time to be here to write for u le ...maybe i am leaving le ..u mus tc urself always and u hurt mi reali reali veri much lo k..... but i still love u but i cannot love u anymore le my heart will be wit u de lo...and studies hard don said don wan studies k muack u mus tc wor k love u i end everyone mus tc urself and thx yan when ever i sad or happi u r the one who is beside mi de thx mei and kor hope that next tym we still can be Kor & Mei k tc mei buai ~ ~ The End ~ ~

2006-03-06T05:10:00.000-08:00

today i sick sia but nvm lo i sick or not sick also nobody care abt mi le wat for mi care abt myself lo she don know i how i miss u lo but she reali don know lo but nvm lo we brake le lo but i reali need her lo .... haiz nvm lo mi will nv tc of myself de lo haiz maybe mi wil nv go for stead anymore mi nowaday keep smoking alot lo so now i like take drug lo now kena flu lo and fever lo ......sick die beta la haiz ,......

2006-03-04T17:54:00.000-08:00

haiz .... i don know why i feel so useless man .....i reali need u in my life and i reali cannot stand that u not beside mi lo i reali love u lo i cannot stand abt it lo i everyday think abt u lo .... and when friday night i said go and fight than u said when i came back maybe can patch lo i reali don know u wan to patch ma i reali hope we can patch
i promise i will change but still need to give mi time to change lo ... i hope we can be Lao gong And Lao po Forever &ever lo .... i reali reali love u veri much lo haix .... LGLLPFM i reali hope k i write untill here

2006-03-03T05:24:00.000-08:00

halo i am back haiz nowaday alot thing happen lo haha .......i finally go ite le haha.... but than is one thing veri is my grandfather pass away le veri sad ... now don knoe how lo in my life i lost two ppl lo first is my granfather second is my lao po haiz i reali need them lo but than my will nv came back de lo .......but my lao po will came back or not lo haiz nvm lo mi will wait for her lo bec i reali need her lo

2005-10-30T19:24:00.000-08:00

i back le nowaday i busy looking work ma jus and i no moood to update my blog lo haiz ..... sianz man don know wat to do lo sianz nothing to write lo maybe later than update lo

2005-10-06T17:22:00.000-07:00

hai mi back le haiz mi veri fan lo don know wat to do lei feel like die lo haiz wat can i do ...... no mood to write le .... if later gt mood than update lo haiz

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《离开》

爱情是什么。。？

再见。。我的爱人Goodbye my love

来不及实现的诺言。。。。

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１００个对不起（看了不要哭,很经典）

Going to gone le

no more mi &u

no more mi &u

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