.Friday, May 27, 2005 ' 11:01 PM Y
So long nv write my blogs le haha .... now a day i busy ma haha and somemore my leg is pain lo ...... but i don care anything lo bec WO BU HUI ZHEN XI ZHI QI lo i also don wan to care anything if reali let myself go to another world lo haiz don knowwat to write so i stop here lo haha .... peace (*_*)
.Monday, May 23, 2005 ' 9:23 PM Y
haiz... my ah gong k le i think going back soon so i can find a job to do le so i buy new hp lo and com lo haha so sianz ........ i quite smoke le haha
.Friday, May 20, 2005 ' 11:16 AM Y
sori for two three day nv write le lo bec my grandfather at hospital lo so i need go hospital help to tc of him lo haizzz...... tis few gt alot pro for mi lo don know wat to do lo my hand and leg the check up i nv go lo i reali don know wat to do le and i now reali quite smoke le but sometime i feel like smoke back lo but i think can`t lo don know la i don wan to life anymore lo is too tired to mi le don know wat to do and i can`t online somemore nvm la my grandfather only have one lo i need to ZHEN SEE everyday and hourand min lo i think i going to write untill here lo bec i gtg and see my grandfather liao bb u all tc wor...... gt my hp number jus call mi or sms k bb tc
.Tuesday, May 17, 2005 ' 9:03 PM Y
today is my start the new day but gt alot ofthing happen to mi haiz......... but nvm de but i jus worry my grandfather lo haiz...... he stay at hospital again haiz..... i don need find job again le haizzzz don know wat to do jus now haizz to day nv smoke sianz haiz ........ i jus wan to keep gd memory lo ....... i still need continue my life so wo yan jian qian le ........ my gan mei said they all will always beside mi de lo k la i going to chong le bbye haha
.Sunday, May 15, 2005 ' 8:59 PM Y
haizz.. so sianz today at aunt house do nothing jus play msn only haiz.... don know wat to do today jus smoke one stick only lo haiz. .... can`t forget her lo .... i don think wil take another relationshipliao haizzzzzz ... my gan gt console mi but no use . -THE END-
.Saturday, May 14, 2005 ' 10:11 PM Y
haiz.....sainz ..... can`t forget her ....... sori i today no mood to write tc bb 24/4/05
.Thursday, May 12, 2005 ' 9:18 PM Y
haizzzzzz............. i wan to die lo ... i don know i miss her alot but no use le ...... i think i going to boy home again le bec i fight wit my cousin lo than he change mi lo but nv i going inside than i die i don care abt myself le and my gan mei bell call mi don like tis i jus tell her don care lo haiz. today no mood write tc bb
.Wednesday, May 11, 2005 ' 8:48 PM Y
haiz.......... i still miss her ..... today i meet my my gan mei than i like sianzsianz de lo but i know my gan mei don wan it out lo bec i everytime not happy she will ask de llohaiz...........i gt 40 pack xiang yan left 10 pack only lol i don know how lei ........ i don care jus see how first lo i don know wat to do lo after i meeting my gan mei than i go home when i reach home i vomit blood again lo ..........I WAN TO DIEEEE LAAAA .......... live tis world veri sianz le lo ........i wan left tis faster lo !!!!!!!! HAo HAo Lei le, wo yao ting le ,bu xiang zai zhou le ,,, i think all my member don need help do my birthday k bec i know u all sure will help mi de but i don wan lo reali don wan i wan to be alone at tt time lo if u all lucky than u can find mi lo haha
I never thought you`d be the one who`d leave imprints in my life,Two hearts meet in this world wat a wonderful mirace can we go on forever i tell myself to let live,May our shared moments last us our lifetime it must be you who touched me with you it must be you it mus be you who showed me the miracle in love it mus be you ,The world is a better place because of you it mus be you who touched mii wit love it mus be you who showed mii the miracle in love,it mus be you,The world is a better place because of u
.Tuesday, May 10, 2005 ' 9:35 PM Y
Haiz.. today my moody like sux sia ...... and feel unhappy lo ......and i today vomit blood three time lol and to today i smoke 20 stick lol ...... but beta don let her my tiger mei see lo bec i sure kena scold by they all de lo i hope we will nth happen lol haiz........... i jus don care abt myself le lo ................ i jus wish have a happy life lo i don wan to care anything le i always wan leave tis world always gt ppl call mi back de lol haiz........ Veri STRESSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!WO SHI ZAI LEI LE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WO HEN XIANG SIIIIIIIIIIIIII WORRRRRRR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
.Monday, May 09, 2005 ' 8:57 PM Y
haiz ... two day nv write blog le haiz i can`t forget but i don let her know tt lol nvm ... i will be fine de lo haha ..... like my mei yan qin tell all abt mii than i scold her lol
.Saturday, May 07, 2005 ' 11:54 AM Y
moody will nv go away de lol ...... i reali give the hope le i think tis diary is my last timcame in to write or wat le i nv love a gal so deeply de lol she is the one who i love veri deeply de lo haiz..... if gt two way let mi choice ....... first is go to die and another is the way let mii live at the world i choice ddie lo ........ nv choice the way to alive de lol tc bb
.Friday, May 06, 2005 ' 9:21 PM Y
Dear today is three day nv chat or wat liao lol i reali miss u dear i can`t sleep and eat lo i email her but she nv reply i reali don know wat to do liao la .... i jus wan her idon wan anyone lo if the god wan my life also ..... i reali love her haiz last week i ask her wan to go wit mi to a party she said today give miii ans lo haiz nv call nv sms mi and nv reply my email i veri sad lo i feel like dieing lol haizz... Wo Zhen De Hao Lei Le......
. ' 5:41 PM Y
haiz... my day still the same lol haiz... i don care .......i miss her but also no use lo haiz...... WO HAO LEI LE ...... hopre she can understand my feeling can i don care anything le reali don care le!!!!!!!! today no feeling to write le and next few day Don find miiiiiiiii k tc everyone
.Thursday, May 05, 2005 ' 7:01 PM Y
today is also the same lol .... miss her alot lol but no use her hp not wit her i don know how ... i today go for my first exam but my second exam nv go i run away haiz.... bec i reali don have the feel to do lo miss her reali alot le . after talk to my yan mei awhile than i go slep bec Wo Hao Lei ...... lol than my another gan mei call mi out bec she long time nv see mi lol and she also wish my and her can forever than i jus quite lo nvm la ........ haiz ... jus now sms my friend and my gan mei a sms than they cal mi and nag lol .. i don know how i hope dear can call mi i reali miss her and love her lol haiz... i think i don have chance le lo ... i ugly lol haiz nvm lol i gt hurt one also nvm de lol
.Wednesday, May 04, 2005 ' 9:41 PM Y
i don know how le lol i feel like die y my
Relationship always like to hurt mii de i think i should not living at this world bec nv like see like unhappy lol haizzzz ...... if can i think after i taken my `N` level i will gone at thins world or wat lol i reali don know wat to do lol nobody will teach mii the way where i wan to go de is should i where i wan to go de my is hell or heaven lei i think is hell ba bec i do alot of bad thing lol haiz..... beta now die lol ... haiz nvm la tonight at 2+ i got a fight at roof top lol i think veri danger lol and also can let myself to die de lol haiz... but i don care abt it lol i jus wan dear dear to tc of herself lo and my yan mei also lo bec the both of than don know how to tc of than self lol i hope my dear see my blogs don get hurt or sad if i not around her if i rerali not around her i hope she can find a gd guy and my mei also can find a gd guy lo i and dear our gd memory lo u beta eat something everyday k i don wan u to be too stress for ur
school work k tc dear dear , my yan mei hui qi mei and all my buddy thank for all ur support reali thank u all special my dear dear u give alot of support lol thank ... thank everyone
. ' 5:46 PM Y
i today veri moody after meet my dear haiz......i don know y my feeling veri strong dear will break up wit mi . If reali break i don know wat do to lol i feel like die lol ..... i reali don know wat to do lo .........ahhhhhhhhh............. Veri Fan la feel like tml exam don go lol haiz.... i don know how la tml see how first lol ............ i think i surely don have the feeling to go for exam le .........i don wan to care pass or fail liao bec i hopeless and useless le ppl don need ppl help liao i think holiday i will work untill siao moring work untill night than night work untill morning lol ....... if not i go and die liao .... live tis world like sux sia ....i jus don care myself lol i hope she can tc of herself lol i think i can`t live around liao haiz tc bb
.Tuesday, May 03, 2005 ' 5:43 AM Y
haizzz... my exam surely fail de lo bec i don have the feeling to do it lol haiz....... than still can`t meet dear haizz.........don know y i mus control myself lei i think is bec dear dear ba haiz... i always hate y i mus like tis lei i Hate myself la i fell like die lo .... yesterday i finally sleep butjus awhile only bec i have bad dream tt my dear break up wit miii haizz i don whish the thing happen lol i don know wat to do lei ....... I hope God will help for everything tt i need it but i think the god will nv help bec i am a bad guy lol nobody will help miii de lol GOD PLS !!!!!! HELP !!!!!!MIIIII !!!!!!!!!! LEI!!!!!!!!!!!!11
.Monday, May 02, 2005 ' 7:51 PM Y
haiz..... i don know y today moody again , i today whole day at home haiz so .... sianz .......when dear dear go for class i become more sianz lo ....... abt 5+ my two buddy came and find mi than we go out together lo than after my dear dear miss call mi lol than i call back haizz .... from my house the market chat untill my house down stair lol haizz ...... than reach home for nothing kena scold than kena beat haiz .. i don wan to life at tis world liao is bec my dear and my mei so i live lol if not i reali die lo .... i don know how to live at tis world i wish that i reali die early lol i don care how to die le i don think i can Wit dear dear long liao lol haizz ... die better lol
. ' 11:45 AM Y
haiz........ i don know y i yesterday damn moody think that my dear dear will break wit mi , i keep on think like that lol dear i know u will see my blogs i wan to said Sori to u and xiao yan and my buddy jason let u all worry SORRY dear i tis few day dream of tha we wil break at one day but i don know when lol i veri scare is bec i scare tt i will lost u bec i reali LOVE U i don wan our
Relationship so easy to break up , i also don know i can live untill when i don know i gt wat sickness , if i reali nt around u mus tc k and find a guy tt gd than mi de don always let u worry and make u sad everytime i nv forget our Memory de . And Yan soriii yesterday let to u sori u don always said u ugly k u still can find a guy who treat u gd de k donn worry k the time have came yet lol k if kor nt around u must help tc ur da sao k thank mei ....... u forever is my mei k ......... dear i always Love U de muack miss ya dear , yan , jason tc
.Sunday, May 01, 2005 ' 9:00 PM Y
I today i help my friend to move house lol but injured my hand and my leg when i tell my dear dear my dear heart pain lol but i reali miss u today lol.......... dear haiz.............. but is veri pain lol don know how lei ..... haha i tuseday can see dear dear le haha ...........
