.Sunday, July 23, 2006 ' 4:51 AM Y
haiz yesterday is a sad lo and bad mood lo ... izzit u all need u all will find mi or help jus came find mi huh ... don need mi jus said no free ... and temper or wat lo ... i also gt feeling de lei .... i am not a cold blood de lei ...can u all treat mi good my .... but now i don wan u all care abt mi or treat mi good lo .... if can u all leave mi alone can ma i now veri stress le ..... i also veri tired le .... bao bei i don u leave mi only everyone can leave mi u cannot lo u know ma ... but my feeling tell mi tt u will leave mi lo ... if u reali leave mi mean our yuan fen end le lo ... mi now veri suck no mood to write i hope the god can bring mi back lo haiz .... bb tc end here xiao boi gonna end life
.Thursday, July 20, 2006 ' 3:20 AM Y
haiz .... yesterday morning i play com than i stand up .... than out of suddenly my house fan drop down lo ... lucky nv kena my head if not i will surely die de lo .... haha ....... than at night haiz gt conference wit bao bei friend than ahwile `he` call in lo than i am bao bei nv tok lo haiz .......than after he hang we tok awhile lo .... she don even know i am jealous lo .... haiz .... i think we beta b lo her don wit mi is wit him lo ..... i don know wat to do lo .... i think tonight he will call again ba ....i will be a alone guy ba .... than today morning i go eat breadfast wit kor ... than than settle something lo .... abt 9+ my mum call mi go down help her take thing lo .... after tt around 10 i sms her but she nv reply lo .... around 12 the police call mi and ask mi go police station lo untill three or four o`clock than reach home lo i nowaday veri bad mood or no mood lo i donno tonight how lo if he call her i think i will not call her le ba haiz ...... i think i going back to my past lo but i hope u can stop to going back to the past but i knoe is no lo bec u gt him le u won`t call mi or sms mi lo but if studies and i will work two job if u leavee mi lo haiz bao bei ...i reali hope u will no leave mi alone lo ... i don know wat to do le lo and i now no mood lo .... bao bei I LOVE U 4EVER & EVER k muack hug hug uu kk
.Tuesday, July 18, 2006 ' 2:00 AM Y
haiz is veri sad the day sia yesterday u tell that kind thing do know how sad am i ma i jus nv said anything lo and i whole night siting at my bed thinking lo untill monring i call u wake up .... and pei u reach bus stop than i hang the phone than i still think untill fell a sleep lo haiish .... in the morning no mood to eat but i force myself to eat .... in the end i vomit out ..... haiish i don wish to let u knoe lo later u sad sad and cry again lo ..... when u tell tt kind of thing my heart jus broken lo .... i reali love u veri much lo i reali don wan u to leave mi lo i wan u to stay foever wit mibut i think cannot lo ..... but i jus wish jus wish onli haiish y god give mi tis kind of life or test lei haiish but i hope u r the 1 who do the yue ding wit mi lo if u reali reali wan leave mi than i will let ba but i donno wat will i do lo .... if go back to the past u willl surely worii and sad de lo .... if i leave sg go to another courty lei ... i think i willl not go to another courty lo bec my family my grandmother are there too ... i now donno wat to do i reali donno wat to do lo .... can anyone tell wat to do lei ... i think no one will came help mi ba bec i useless .... i hopeless .... bao bei i tell one thing no matter wat happen i will still wait for u de ....but i know u don wan lo .... i don wan u anything happen lo cut urself or hurt urself can ma .... i reali love u veri much ... but u chose him than maybe i will reali let go ba if he nv treat u good don force mi i surely beat him up de k i now reali reali no mood rite le i now veri pain lo ... bao bei a.k.a xiao boi hurt
.Monday, July 17, 2006 ' 5:15 AM Y
haiz ...sad sia nowaday alot of ppl break up haiz xiao boi hurt i don wish anyone hurt ... mi veri easily get hurt de .... so pls don hurt mi can ma.... i know nowaday i keep headache and vomit and today gt nose blood lo i also know u worri lo but sometime i don wish to let u know lo bec still gt a few month u exam came le ma and don wan u worri lo if i die i also don wish to let u know bec i know u will be veri sad de lo haiz ...do u know ur nick rite untill like tt ...do u know i will jealous ma ...every guy will also jealous the stead rite untill like tt de lo haiz .... when i school start i will be busy lo i tthink before i die or wat i buy u something lo and maybe i will work at night lo i will not let u know lo if bad luck than u will know lo but i wish u don know lo haiz ...... i know u love him but u don dare to tell mi lo rite bao bie i can tell u i now reali love u but if u tell mi u don have feeling for mi i think i will let u go ba but i love u veri much lo hope u will know lo haiz ... can u beside mi forever ma i hope the answer is yes lo .... i now don hav feeling to write le so i will stop here lo bb muack bao bei i will love u forever untill i die lo
.Saturday, July 08, 2006 ' 5:54 AM Y
haha today i veri happi bec u tok to my cousin untill veri happi and help mi to tok her thx u muack hehe ....... muack ... and u today go home so early if everyday can like tt more good but i knoe u don wan lo hehe ....... but i will aii ni de lo hehe ... muack i reali hope can be wit u dao yong yuan yong yuan de forever bu neng li kai wo .... ying wei wo hen aii ni lo hehe muack i will try to hold ur hand untill old lo ..... rmb our yue ding lo k muack aii niiii kk
.Tuesday, July 04, 2006 ' 4:48 AM Y
haiz do u treat mi as ur bao bei huh .... i don thin k so lo always abt the guy do u kknow i will jealous de ma huh i think u don know lo i am ur who i am ur bao bei lo can don treat mi like shit ma .... u know how i feel ma huh ...u know ma i love u how much ma is 100% lo ... than i ask u how much u love mi ... u tell mi know and u know how i feel ma huh .....nobody know how i feel lo ... everyone treat mi as wat i know lo ..... u r my bao bei u also treat mi like tt huh ..... haiz .... i know nowaday my temper is hot lo ..... bec of something u don know lo ...i also don wish to let u know lo bec u kena scare lo ....... haiz jus no ppl know how i feel lo ...... now my life only black and white lo ... when gt u my world is full of colour lo u treat mi untill like tt lo if can god jus bring back to the world i came from .... if not i will die in tis world lo ....... i am a useless man hopeless man in tis world cannot find the second guy like mi ..... i better leave tis world now lo do u know when i see ur nick how jealous am i huh ... u don know lo every guy will jealous when the bao bei write on her on nick untill like tt lo if the guy nv jelaous mean he not love her anymore ...... haiz .........bec of u i change alot lo ...... izzit not enough huh ..... u tell mi la i reali don know wat u think and wat happen to u lo .... bec of u i quite everything lo haiz ....... die better die better die better
.Saturday, July 01, 2006 ' 4:48 AM Y
sori i think i cannot pei u to do our "yue ding "le .... sori bec i scare i cannot alife untill monday ......i think tml i will be die lo ... i reali love u de now my whole heart only hav u no one else ... touch wood if i die u don cry or sad k mauck .... but i know u will still be sad de lo and cry everyday lo .... if i not in u mus tc urself k every night before u sleep u mus cover ur blanket kk ..... and sick time mus eat ur medicine k ...... and don qurrel wit ur parent kkk .... no matter wat happen don cut ur hand kk .... u pain i also will pain de k .... don eat too much pokey if wan eat than drink more water k ...... i will love u untill i old k if i die i will be ur tian shi .... to tc of u de k muack u will always be in my heart kk 我要让你知道其实我是关心你的。
我希望我能一直把你抱在怀里。。
永远的和你在一起。。。其实我是爱你的。。。。只是我不懂怎么
显示给他你。。。。[我是爱你的。。你知道吗？]
