.Friday, July 23, 2010 ' 6:31 PM Y
haiz i now don know how i going to contiune my life lei reali tired n stress lo .... jus like yesterday donno wat happen to dear lo .... since 3 pm no new untill 11 plus lo nan dao she don know a bf at home worri abt her ma n monday is our annvery lo haiz nvm lo haiz sad lo i everyday slep veri less lo bec i worri abt her fucking ex lo scare he find her lo haiz no mood lo
.Wednesday, July 07, 2010 ' 3:16 AM Y
haiz yesterday a mother fucker go disturb my dear curse her kena accident n now i need cash i need cash lo find job than always ask mi go back wait for phone lo .... than today sell phone also cannot bec my phone damn jialet lo haiz fuck sia ...... no mood le
.Monday, July 05, 2010 ' 10:59 PM Y
haiz am i so useless ma haiz keep interview still not job lo ... n yet everyone giving mi stress lo they donno how i feel lo everyone thought i don wan work lo haiz ... than plan two ago wit dear tt tis sunday meet than she jus sms mi tt she gt to do project tis sunday haiz i so " Qi Dai " our dating but now is "shi wang" lo haiz i don know how lo i need her beside mi lo i going mad soon bec everyone give mi stress lo i reali cannot stand it liao haiz wo zhen hen lei le .... everyone give mi stress onli my laopo nv give lo wo zhen de yao xie xie ta .... haiz but nth i promise myself something can write here something i keep in my heart untill the day i gone will nv said it lo hhehehe haiz ............. jus like yesterday night i gt beaten by two friend bec hey ask mi go drink n i tell dear ... dear said can u don go bec gt gal go n she said she will jealous lo so 7 pm we hang call ll n i call them n said bro i don go le be laopo don let n than they hang my call lo around 8 plus i going down throw thing before i go they call n said they at my house downstair lo so i throw thing than i meet them in the end kena beat by them and i said i we not brother of friend anymore ..... n go home time i don know laopo sister use her phone lo than i keep on call her lo n msg her lo untill 10 plus going 11 than she pick up call n she is angry wit mi lo haiz than wat can i do tok awhile her totally low batt so wat can i do ..... i cannot do anything lo i onli wan she beside mi when i moodyswing she can beside mi when i down she can "guan xin" mi tt all i wan onli n can see her everyday tt is all i wan is so simple but i can lo i reali don know how lo .... n now we keep sms n she said gt one group of boi from poly going to do project or wit them i now damn fucking jealous lo nan dao she can sendtive i can`t ma i wish i can be rich so i can do alot thing n my plan for her but now i am fcuking useless k haiz i don know how zhen de lo .... now 3.24pm i feel so sad n my mood suddenly from gd turn to down le i everyday countdown lo now suddenlyh eart veri veri pain jus like use a knife to poke in lo zhen de hao tong .. i still gt alot of thing to said but i no mood lo but i half think half write lo .... haiz wo zhen de hao xiang ni laopo i don wan other gal i don need other gal i onli need u lo haiz i wish later or tml she can tell mi tt the project or wat can do other day i sure veri happi n she tell meet mi on sunday lo but think nia lo donno can come true ma ... wish is true lo if reali true i will be as guai as i can lo haiz i don know i am like tt lo easily sensetive n easily jealous lo haiz maybe my laopo damn chio n beauti lo so i scare lo haiz aiya i don wan type le if anything tonight than update again lo haiz
.Sunday, July 04, 2010 ' 7:48 PM Y
wow so long nv update now mus hao hao de update hahaha mi nowaday still veri fine lo hehehe gt a gd laopo keep on pei mi love mi care mi concern mi when i sad she will make mi happi when i angry she will make mi cool down when i lonely she will be wit n tok to mi so i won`t be lonely ..... but sometime i reali stupid making her angry stupid sia .... i now can onlie said i can`t lose her lo if touch wood if i lose her maybe i will leave singapore n don wan come back le lo .... but this thing won`t happen lo hahaha i gt 100% of her lo hehehe honestly said i no more heart le bec my heart now is belong to her le lo hehehe ....now i wish everyday can see her lo but she schooling lo haiz laopo wo hao xiang ni lo haiz ..... now i update i still missing her lo ..... haiz my feeling sad yesterday becc i sell my mp3 plus psp lo ... but worth it bec help laopo settle her problem first for mi problem i will throw a side first lo hahaha sweet rite i know sia ..... i wish i can pei my laopo wit my whole life lo wo zhen de hen aii ta .... she now at school lo ... cannot keep msg her bec she on lesson somemore tis whole week she gt exam lo wish her gd luck lo laopo jia you jia you i will help her pray hard hahaha .... i wish her ex don let mi know who izzit bec i sure diao him de lo bec when she stead wit him she keep kena bully by him n hurt her so i now mus show more love n care to her ..... i now gt alot of plan wanna to do her but no cash how to do sia haiz y am i so useless lo .... y god wan mi like tt ar can`t u alll help ma god let mi wit my laopo have a happiness .... wo zhi yao wo de bao bei laopo happi n smile always k gtg le gt time than update bbye ya miss her veri much
