.Monday, July 18, 2005 ' 9:00 PM Y
i came in write abit thing than i go lo .....u know i love u alot ma ....i know my thing is my god sis tell u de but i nv angry i also wan u know tt i wish u and him forever lo but .....i still love u la but cannot be wit u and cannot take care of u so, u beta don walk on the rain anymore k bec will be sick easy de k k and when u sick u beta take ur medicine k k and don qurrel wit ur mum k and don always skip ur meal k ... ok la i now go rest bec later go and fight again le i don know i can came back ma .... aiya i gt came back or nv came back nobody will find mi de lo i don anyone care mi liao lo i will go untill veri slience de and i also wan to stay in peace ..... if i can came back tml will go to school lo sori to let everyone worry if i reali go u all also don need worry abt mi lothe last thing i wan to said is `I LOVE U` Muackz
.Tuesday, July 12, 2005 ' 8:38 PM Y
haiz ... i today don know y i have tis fcuking mood ... somemore i not feeling well lo .... i don care liao la i wan give alll then thing liao
i reali stress liao lo ... somemore today at there i wan to give gal a big slap lo she veri wat lo said mi and and friend wat sia ... i haven have a hot hot temper in my body if not she sure die de .... after tt i go home than i feel like beat ppl lo but i try to cool down lo ... after i eat and bath liao than i go and sleep lo .... after tt i go play com and watch Mr Fight see untill 6+ ba i not sure lo ... after abt 7to 8 my com siao lo keep lag lo and some of my data lost i ver angry lo so if u wan make mi angry beta don try it now if not u will die untill like tt sori today not in the gd moood to tok k tc of friend
.Monday, July 11, 2005 ' 9:32 PM Y
halo i don know y tis few day veri fan lo ...i think bec of mi don know wan go back gang or not lo bec they keep calling mi back lo ...i gt promise alot ppl liao lo haiz.... hahax last Sat day i go meet my gan mei and her gan mei, Suat ting and her stead lo but jus awhile also happy lo long time nv see then liao lo than i see suat ting and her stead so sweet than feel like wat lo but i jus quite lo but after tt i go back to bedok lo than i go home and then my friend came my house lo haiz than is the one day finish again lo than yesterday also nv go out lo untill at night at night my friend call mi go out for a drink than i go lo untill 3+ than they send mi home always like tt so sianz diao lo .... than i go bath than go sleep ... than i sleep untill 6Am than i can`t wake up bec i having hight fever lobut i don care lo i still make myself wake up lo than go bath lo than go out lo when i reach i going to faint lo but i still can steady lo if not i sure faint de haiz.... than i after tt i go home than have a bath than eat lo after tt i go sleep untill 3+ than wake up lo than i nv eat than i keep make myself tired lo than i keep play com but i still not tired lo
haiz.... wo hao xiang ni wor .... but (bu zai hu tian chang di jiu, zhi zai hu chen jin yong you)lo i hope the day will came true lo but i think when i die the day i will still haven get the answer de lo lala ok la i end here le wor ... i know it u will see de la hehe u mus tc urself wor .....Hey dude and friend Uall must tc urself wor ... bec i don know when can see u all again liao lo bec after oct i will be working .... and then next year march i will going to army lo ..haha ... when i go i will call all of u go out de haha
.Thursday, July 07, 2005 ' 9:22 PM Y
Today still the same lo i still waiting her sms lo haiz... today day i smoke 5 stick lo wo hen lei le .....haha i whole day nv sleep lo .... keep wake up lo .... haiz.... i don know how lo ... just now my emper veri bad lo haizzz wo hao xiang sii jus like a few day ago a guy jump lo .... ithink i will be the second one lo i veri sori to heri haiz i no mood write lo k bb Miss u always lo
.Wednesday, July 06, 2005 ' 9:56 AM Y
Haiz....i don know y i no mood lo i think is bec of her lo but i wan stress myself alot liao bec i reali don have her liao so i reali mental break down liao lo i from yesterday after unill now i smoke more 10 stick lo but i don care liao i reali stress out le lo somemore tis two she nv sms i reali bu xi guan le lo and nv sleep in class le bec i waiting her sms lo but i know she will nv sms de lo .... but i will still wait de ......i today gt MOe the Test veri Fcuk de lo give some many paper than i feel like to beat the MoE ppl lo .... but i also nv sleep i also do finish lobut when i reach is reali 3+ le so i jus eat my lunch and dinner lo ......i think let mi lost my life is a beta way lo i think is yes ba ... but i reali hope she will be fine she will be happy and i hope she can tc of herself and can find a beta and nice than mi the guy to be her stead lo lo .... but i reali is her face everyday mus have a smile on her face lo and i call her friend to tc of her and look after her lo ... i know she wan mi sms her but i know if i still sms her ... her bill will brust lo and also will let her mum scold lo but i don wish like tt lo ... but our memory will nv gone lo if reali gone i think is tt day i die lo i also don know tis few night i sleep untill half way suddenly jump up lo than need a few hour than can sleep lo .... i also nth la .... i think if can i try don go school le and i also think i go back to my gang lo see first la reali think tt wan go back lo Wo Zhen de hen Aii nii lo u will nv be replace
.Tuesday, July 05, 2005 ' 9:18 PM Y
halo i am too busy liao lo bec i make my myself veri stress lo bec i gt reason lo .... today wo hen bu xi guan lo bec everyday i at school sleep than sleep untill half way she sure sms and mi and call wake up de the sms always like tis ( weii bu yao sleep le hor .. hehex) but i think i will nv see it again lo .... haiz.... y i so STUPID why !!!Why !!!!! anyone can tell i think no will tell mi how lo ... Why i so useless and hopeless .....y i dare to fight or cut myself y i don dare to tell tt i love her alot lo today i school i write her name at a paper than my gal teacher came ask who is tis gal !!! than i don wan tell her lo so she said after the lesson came and see mi ... than i go lo than she ask mi izzit love tis gal veri deep than my answer is yes lo....and the teacher talk to mi veri long lo than she said a word is " don give up urself and her if not will be sori for urself lo ... than i put tis word in to my heart lo....but i still wan to tell her sori lo....i reali not use to it lo she nv sms miii .....Than i pian tai lo i eat 4 burger lo i don know lo .....wo hai shi aii nii de lo muack no onw will never be replace u de lo bb
.Friday, July 01, 2005 ' 10:54 PM Y
wo hen fan .... i don knoe wat to do lo wo hao sii lo .... if reali wan go i hope tt u can happy all the time k ...i wan to tell is I LOVE U ok ... if i reali go for tonight meeting lo if i reali go i think i will lost U , my famil my grandparent they all lo i hope u all will be ok lo bb tc
