.Sunday, October 25, 2009 ' 7:30 AM Y
wow yeaterday veri sad n happi ..... sad bec nealy break up lo luck she nv bec she know tt i love her too muc liao happi s we chat untill veri late lo hehehe n we said alot of thing out lo ... than after she when sleep than i go youtube to watch some car video untill 4 plus than i fall a sleep untill morning than after hand over duty i go buy some dao hua to grabdmother house than i at there smoke than do nothing untill 11 plus go cut hair lo but nearly cut untill botak lo hahaha than after cut hair i when back to grandmother house to bath n after i bath i go grandmother room to watch tv than fall slepp fom 12 or 1 slep all the way untill 4plus going 5 lo but she nv msg mi lo haiz but i wish i finidh blog she msg mi or she call mi lo bec i am worri lo i wan tell her is i love u babii muack miss u badly haiz next sunday bday don know wat to do lo i don blog le bb
.Friday, October 23, 2009 ' 9:19 PM Y
haiz last few abit busy so no time come up date lo haiz said abt thursday first on thursday morning i will busy untill like dog like tt lo than afternoon untill night i all the way moody n sad n emo lo than no smile no tok n no joke lo than untill night time around 7 plus to 8 she call mi wow i so happi lo than we chat awhile she said she call the friend lo than my mood jus like from high floor drop down to basement lo haiz wat can i do i wan give her more freedom liao lo after tt around 10 plus she call again lo than we tok on phone untill 1 plus to 2 like tt than she said she tired wan go sleep than i let her go oink oink lo .... than i alone play game untill 3-4 plus than sleep than 5 am i wake up to do my duty stuff lo haiz siianz sia .... than now i said abt yesterday de lo in the 5 plus going to 6 i suddenly fever cough untill jia lat lo than i take my tempater ( i think like tt spell de ba ) than i find is 38.9 but nv go see doctor lo i thought nothing happen lo than jus feel veri sleeply lo but mus tahan lo bec i gt alot work to do ma than sit beside mi de stupid DXo keep off mi de air con lo make mi untill veri tulan haiz mi life veri siianz lo than reach i bath le than eat abit think than jiu full le lo than sit down on the sofa watch tv wit my family i suddenly fall sleep lo than my mum ask mi go back room n sleep lo .... when i go back room rest awhile lo than she call mi to tok awhile than i ask her eaten le ma n she said she half tok half eating than i said ok lo than she said she go eat finish her dinner than call back lo but i saw her msn le than start tok to untill 12 than she said she wan go oink oink than i LL lei her go haiz than i go find my friend untill 5 plus than go home bath le than came to camp lo than morning untill do nothing than keep see the sad sad type mv n post to facebook lo n i said one is veri touching de lo i will put below k i will share all who visit my blogs de haiz life sianz n suck wish can go find my ah gong n great grandmother ... bb lo she tonight gt time to update ma lo
the link at here kk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8jht0kEMun0
.Tuesday, October 20, 2009 ' 5:51 AM Y
hai i almost two day onli sleep half n hour to one hour lo ... hais don know y lo i think i missing her n worri abt her lo ba but i don know is i gt do anything wrong ma but she don wan tell mi anythng abt it n she suddenly don call don sms mi i also don know wat happen to her lo .... haiz i don know wat happen i wish we can become last time so lovely lo ... haiz i from morning fever unill 38.+ but i nv go see doctor n i als nv eat medicine lo ... haiz but i veri xin ku lo ... but wat can i do no ppl care also lo .... n my body feel veri weak n keep on cough untill chest pain sia n flu n keep vomit n my head is veri pain lo but not pain as my heart lo .... am today i also most fight wit my friend but i think her n she keep ask mi to relax don fight than i jus cool down myself le lo haiz i listen too her than y she cannot listen to mi lei n yet call so many time n msg her many time none is reply de lo haiz veri worri abt her lo if i don care abt she will said i don care haiz hao ren nan zuo ... hao de nam peng you ken nam haiz i jus wish she don leave mi can liao lo ..... jus now i go beat the wall untill now my hand gt abit blood abit swollen abit pain abit numb now i only worri is her no other thing lo i going forest again lo don know how sia i wish i die in the forest no ppl know where i die bec my life is tireing ... now she online last i know she is fine she at home how i wish she reali can tell mi wat happen to i onli eat my breakfast untill now sia haiz siianz now gt nose blood i think i beta stop her if not later no blood liao
.Monday, October 19, 2009 ' 8:46 AM Y
nobody know y i so moody ,nobody know y i so emo, nobody know y i so unhappy today n nobody know y i how i feel bec no u i don know how wish u saw tis but if u wan left i will let u go bec i don wan u to be sad or wat i onli wan myself heart bleeding n is no one will know it , onli i know how i feel i will be quite n lonely n won`t not toking anymore no more devin here he will be somewhere else n the place wish u saw tis but if u wan left i will let u go bec i don wan u to be sad or wat i onli wan myself heart bleeding n is no one will know it is far n it is hurt from mi all my smile my joker my happy n no more colourful jus will be black n white lo nothing will make mi happi n smile n all won`t be back to last time .................. today my mood is moody n emo no laugh no smile n no tok lo than i keep thinking of the n i almost kena accdient lo but lucky like gt pull mi back lo if not i wont write tis blogs haiz i don know wat she think abt gt thing don wan tell n she don know how i feel when she don wan tell mi wat happen to her lo my is like kena a knife go in my heart like tt lo haiz i wish i can everlasting wit her lo ... i don wan she leave mi... i wish she will tell mi asap lo .. haiz maybe next two day need go to frost lo haiz siianz lo maybe cannot tok to her or sms wit her i wish is everyday go there than come back lo if not i scare she will leave mi haiz don know how gt any god around pls help mi if god is around i wish my life can change wit her my health change wit her bec of her i can do anything lo if god wan mi die n change her life i will go n die n let her go beta life bec i love her i don wan she gt suffred lo i wan she always smile n laugh bec she can have a good good future lo /// if god around pls pls help her can if wan my life u can take it jus don bring her go k pls haiz since always my leg keep gt problem keep vomit blood after drinking y god don u bring mi back haiz don know how to tell her tt i vomit blood after drinking haiz she sure said sia but jus donwan she sad haiz today duty is a wrong thing haiz haiz sad sia .... i from morning headach untill now sia n i also can`t sleep lo bec thinking off her lo haiz wat can i do i cannot force to tok to mi on phone but i know she tired lo haiz i don wan any bday present le i jus wan her sick can recover lo
