.Saturday, June 25, 2005 ' 9:45 PM Y
I don know how le i jus know my hand is veri pain but i don wan to care le i think i don wan go school le and run away from home ba i se first lo bec i veri fan lo i don know how lei if i die i will gd for the world bec gt alot place let ppl in lo if i die all my friend and parent and grandparent sure sad lo ..... i don know how i gt alot stress lo i don know how le when my hp kena cut tt day i tell my myself tt my life is end le ... no more way go le ..... but i always tell myself gt way gt way de but i jus bluff myself lo i everytime act infront of my friend tt i veri happy but in side my heart is not happy lo but sometime i wan to go to die than my friend gt thing happen let mi can`t leave the world lo i reali don knoe how lo i give up all the thing liao lo my life too ...... wat to do mi useless , stupid and alot i hate myself lo i reali don know how lo i wan myself happen somthing i also don wan my friend kena hurt or something happen jus know yesterday night i go myself to settle something loi let ppl cut 2 knife lo jus a few ppl lo bec i wish they all know lo bec when i die they can tell my parent lo but i reali don wan to tell my parent lo if i die before tt i wan to tell u tt i love u but i don think i will said it out when i die lo i wan keep in my heart .... sori lie to abt yesterday thing bec i reali don wan u to worry lo so i call ur friend don tell u abt it jus bluff u tt i go move house sori hope u don angry k muack i end here le k bb u all tc wor when i not around u all k tc bb
