.Tuesday, July 18, 2006 ' 2:00 AM Y
haiz is veri sad the day sia yesterday u tell that kind thing do know how sad am i ma i jus nv said anything lo and i whole night siting at my bed thinking lo untill monring i call u wake up .... and pei u reach bus stop than i hang the phone than i still think untill fell a sleep lo haiish .... in the morning no mood to eat but i force myself to eat .... in the end i vomit out ..... haiish i don wish to let u knoe lo later u sad sad and cry again lo ..... when u tell tt kind of thing my heart jus broken lo .... i reali love u veri much lo i reali don wan u to leave mi lo i wan u to stay foever wit mibut i think cannot lo ..... but i jus wish jus wish onli haiish y god give mi tis kind of life or test lei haiish but i hope u r the 1 who do the yue ding wit mi lo if u reali reali wan leave mi than i will let ba but i donno wat will i do lo .... if go back to the past u willl surely worii and sad de lo .... if i leave sg go to another courty lei ... i think i willl not go to another courty lo bec my family my grandmother are there too ... i now donno wat to do i reali donno wat to do lo .... can anyone tell wat to do lei ... i think no one will came help mi ba bec i useless .... i hopeless .... bao bei i tell one thing no matter wat happen i will still wait for u de ....but i know u don wan lo .... i don wan u anything happen lo cut urself or hurt urself can ma .... i reali love u veri much ... but u chose him than maybe i will reali let go ba if he nv treat u good don force mi i surely beat him up de k i now reali reali no mood rite le i now veri pain lo ... bao bei a.k.a xiao boi hurt
