.Friday, June 27, 2008 ' 6:25 AM Y
wow today still abit happi date lo bec of her lo but haiz jus need to wait lo mi veri tired lo yesterday night nv slep lo bec i scare she will call mi so i nv sleep lo when i wan fall aslep i jus slap myself n make myself cannot sleep lo today i also late but i go home earli lalala .... mi after chat wit her after my lunch lo n she make mi laugh untill siao lo hahaha i still rmb i ask her to kiss mi before i tell her wat happen when the time i keep laughing my friend ask mi wat happen lo but chat awhile nia than hang up le lo i wish everyday also like today like tt keep smile n laugh lo tt day she tell mi that she going for op lo haiz i don knoe how le la i feel sad n lonely n i will sure worri the whole day de lo haiiz i also don know how le jus see how when de day come lo .... yesterday she also make mi veri heart pain when i see her like lo i feel useless lo i cannot help her at all lo i always be the uselss side lo i clever of fighting ,drink , smoke , other than tt i cannot do lo i don why the god bring mi over o tis world lo haiz i now is waiting for her msg n call lo gtg bb mi i forgot to said tis my first 100 posting le i wish gt chance to write untill 200 or 300 posting lo reali gtg liao bb
