nobody know y i so moody ,nobody know y i so emo, nobody know y i so unhappy today n nobody know y i how i feel bec no u i don know how wish u saw tis but if u wan left i will let u go bec i don wan u to be sad or wat i onli wan myself heart bleeding n is no one will know it , onli i know how i feel i will be quite n lonely n won`t not toking anymore no more devin here he will be somewhere else n the place wish u saw tis but if u wan left i will let u go bec i don wan u to be sad or wat i onli wan myself heart bleeding n is no one will know it is far n it is hurt from mi all my smile my joker my happy n no more colourful jus will be black n white lo nothing will make mi happi n smile n all won`t be back to last time .................. today my mood is moody n emo no laugh no smile n no tok lo than i keep thinking of the n i almost kena accdient lo but lucky like gt pull mi back lo if not i wont write tis blogs haiz i don know wat she think abt gt thing don wan tell n she don know how i feel when she don wan tell mi wat happen to her lo my is like kena a knife go in my heart like tt lo haiz i wish i can everlasting wit her lo ... i don wan she leave mi... i wish she will tell mi asap lo .. haiz maybe next two day need go to frost lo haiz siianz lo maybe cannot tok to her or sms wit her i wish is everyday go there than come back lo if not i scare she will leave mi haiz don know how gt any god around pls help mi if god is around i wish my life can change wit her my health change wit her bec of her i can do anything lo if god wan mi die n change her life i will go n die n let her go beta life bec i love her i don wan she gt suffred lo i wan she always smile n laugh bec she can have a good good future lo /// if god around pls pls help her can if wan my life u can take it jus don bring her go k pls haiz since always my leg keep gt problem keep vomit blood after drinking y god don u bring mi back haiz don know how to tell her tt i vomit blood after drinking haiz she sure said sia but jus donwan she sad haiz today duty is a wrong thing haiz haiz sad sia .... i from morning headach untill now sia n i also can`t sleep lo bec thinking off her lo haiz wat can i do i cannot force to tok to mi on phone but i know she tired lo haiz i don wan any bday present le i jus wan her sick can recover lo