.Monday, July 05, 2010 ' 10:59 PM Y
haiz am i so useless ma haiz keep interview still not job lo ... n yet everyone giving mi stress lo they donno how i feel lo everyone thought i don wan work lo haiz ... than plan two ago wit dear tt tis sunday meet than she jus sms mi tt she gt to do project tis sunday haiz i so " Qi Dai " our dating but now is "shi wang" lo haiz i don know how lo i need her beside mi lo i going mad soon bec everyone give mi stress lo i reali cannot stand it liao haiz wo zhen hen lei le .... everyone give mi stress onli my laopo nv give lo wo zhen de yao xie xie ta .... haiz but nth i promise myself something can write here something i keep in my heart untill the day i gone will nv said it lo hhehehe haiz ............. jus like yesterday night i gt beaten by two friend bec hey ask mi go drink n i tell dear ... dear said can u don go bec gt gal go n she said she will jealous lo so 7 pm we hang call ll n i call them n said bro i don go le be laopo don let n than they hang my call lo around 8 plus i going down throw thing before i go they call n said they at my house downstair lo so i throw thing than i meet them in the end kena beat by them and i said i we not brother of friend anymore ..... n go home time i don know laopo sister use her phone lo than i keep on call her lo n msg her lo untill 10 plus going 11 than she pick up call n she is angry wit mi lo haiz than wat can i do tok awhile her totally low batt so wat can i do ..... i cannot do anything lo i onli wan she beside mi when i moodyswing she can beside mi when i down she can "guan xin" mi tt all i wan onli n can see her everyday tt is all i wan is so simple but i can lo i reali don know how lo .... n now we keep sms n she said gt one group of boi from poly going to do project or wit them i now damn fucking jealous lo nan dao she can sendtive i can`t ma i wish i can be rich so i can do alot thing n my plan for her but now i am fcuking useless k haiz i don know how zhen de lo .... now 3.24pm i feel so sad n my mood suddenly from gd turn to down le i everyday countdown lo now suddenlyh eart veri veri pain jus like use a knife to poke in lo zhen de hao tong .. i still gt alot of thing to said but i no mood lo but i half think half write lo .... haiz wo zhen de hao xiang ni laopo i don wan other gal i don need other gal i onli need u lo haiz i wish later or tml she can tell mi tt the project or wat can do other day i sure veri happi n she tell meet mi on sunday lo but think nia lo donno can come true ma ... wish is true lo if reali true i will be as guai as i can lo haiz i don know i am like tt lo easily sensetive n easily jealous lo haiz maybe my laopo damn chio n beauti lo so i scare lo haiz aiya i don wan type le if anything tonight than update again lo haiz
